I'm tired of being weak and vulnerable. I'm supposed to be better than this.

New motivation tactic, I have your mom tell you you can't do things so you do them out of spite (JK)

Ewww what

I mean, I'm in Australia, and know some femboys irl.

In lighter news, I just reconnected with a high school friend I hadn't seen in 13 years. They're now NB, a cosplayer and had quite the glow up and now we're chatting alot!

It's not the first time this stuff has happened. Not to mention the intentional deadnaming. Lack of sympathy. Always complaining about the rare days I have off.
It's taking alot of willpower to not quit my job at this point. But I need money and I doubt Centrelink will pay enough.

My stupid manager said I didn't tell him I wouldn't be at work on the weekend. Even though my medical certificate said I wouldn't be available on those days.
Then he complains I waited til 12 to tell him I can't come in today. He knows I'm unwell, no sympathy, just gets annoyed at me. Sick of this.

I hope I have some energy back tomorrow

I can't tell if Gatorade always tastes awful or if it's cause my sense of taste is half dead.

The good news is I'm August I have an appointment set for a procedure to remove the problematic teeth.
And a while after that I will have partial dentures for my top row

There's other appointments that have to happen first like measuring for dentures etc

It's many things. Stuff will happen in August. I'm used to it.

So tired. But need to go out.
Can't wait til this dental stuff gets better, sick of the pain and tiredness

Wtf you live so close to me

🫂 I hope they get better soon. Sounds really bad 😕

Are they ok?! 😲

Me talking to the dentist: "I rarely drink"
Me later that same night: *gets drunk apparently* 🙃

Tired at work...

My phone is just filled with pictures of my friends wearing each other's hats

The fact that Instagram tells you if people you know follow an account you find, has led to some funny discoveries that make me question stuff.

Why do I have a super blurry picture of a tree on my phone?! 🙃

Today marks 10 months of HRT! 🏳️‍⚧️

Real

Embrace it! Enjoy it! Don't let fear hold you back!

What do you mean it died?

Anxiety earlier
Tired now
Busy later

(Maybe I should nap?)

Once I start having a little spare money. I'm going to commit to working on stuff I've wanted for myself but haven't gotten around to yet.
New clothes, dress shopping, get my eyebrows done, maybe make my hair lighter, new glasses.
Upgrading me should be the theme of this year.

Maybe it's to avoid the constant misalignment they keep having?

My new psychologist is in a building attached to a football oval 😮

I slept for like 11 hours 😳