I am happy I was with my family this Christmas, I was not doing well mentally

im praying in 2025 im not this sad anymore

I had a crazy wave of emotions come over me because of family stuff

Tried to shake it off but Josh clocked immediately and asked what’s wrong. I said nothing (lying) and tried immediately to divert but he just held his hands out for me to collapse and cry

I love him so much 😭

I’m ready for this year to be over.

Need the hardest dr*g imaginable rn ngl need my memories erased and wiped clean

I have to be strong and together for my person that needs it more right now, just as he would do for me. Let me get it together.

I’m like so nervous about my whole life right now. So many things are up in the air and I’m at the mercy of fate and what’s meant to be. I hope and pray to God everything works out. I don’t know when and if I’ll get all the news I need, and it’s killing me.

I broke down last night. I don’t think. I ever cried harder in my life. I’m carrying so much pain rn. Thank God for my Joshua. Thank God.

Okay, I promise to work for at least 1 hour straight before picking up the phone again.

do you ever get sad that there’s so many beautiful places on earth & even if you travel every year, you’ll never get to see *all* of them? cuz i get very sad when i think about this lol.

I’d be there for sure!

2024 went by really fast. It's like she was running for her life

This weekend we said goodbye to my Uncle Clay. Was so good to spend some time with family and see people I haven’t seen in a while ❤️

I really have to figure out how to get my cardio in again while managing a chronic knee injury. I feel myself just getting less bouyant and agile and stiff and I fucking hate it. I like MOVING‼️

I’m just going to manifest that every single challenge that I’m battling right now, I will have conquered by February 2025. I need to will this to existence to the point of delusion.

Why I tried to use Chat GPT on my boyfriends laptop for a question, added that I was a black women and it responded, “Got you, sis!” 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

The reversal of this video😩😂😂

Exactly lmao 🤣🤣🤣🤣

it’s absolutely throwing me but we’re gonna vibe lmfao

They keep playing this new-ish Estelle song at the gym and I have to say the chord progressions and time signatures are veryyy Change era Luther Vandross coded

Okay deleted I just had to get that off my chest 😭😭😭😭

Yes, the audience would like to see and support!

Screw it….can we make Maya Moore #unrivaled 😭 PLEASE

One thing about me, I’m going to push myself to use and understand these social media apps because I just don’t ever want to find society trying to push me into obsolescence 😭😭‼️

So even if there’s a steep learning curve imma figure it out

In my years of dating a jazz musician…..it was made clear to me they whatever concepts I had of jazz was majority diluted BS from after the prime of the genre *I could expand further but I want to me tactful here*

My love for R&B, hip hop, house, soul, gospel and other related subgenres is expansive across so many decades and styles 😭 It’s actually insane, one minute I’m listening to like….Patrice Rushen and Fonda Rae and the next I’m bumping Cash Cobain & Vayda lmfaoooo

If this happens I got even bigger reasons to make a few visits to Cleveland!!! 🔥🏀

The entertainment value will feed families 🤣🤣‼️