Pretty sure my dental hygienist cracked one of my wisdom teeth, and the fact i cant see a dentist at all, or even book a time until monday has me so anxious my tooth is gonna crack. Literally had a panic attack about it.
I hate anxiety, as if dentists aren't enough to fear. Ugh.
Sarcoma horror on tiktok is like my comfort horror ow. I just love the eerienes of their posts.
So this week i discovered folding paper stars...
I feel like if i dont type my thoughts, I'll go mad.
I don't know why. Why im compelled.
Im scared.
People are going to wake up tomorrow, like nothing happened.
Like Pandoras box wasn't opened.
And yet, it NEEDS to open more.
I know im overreacting. Im emotional. Im horrified.
Yet i feel so alone.
With usual trump stuff, i can ignore it, because its America. I can be all "oh that US problems, not mine."
EVERY country is involed in this.
I feel like I've been cursed. I feel like Cassandra of troy.
I know im considered an 'empath', but... this is real. Its not a horror movie i can turn off.
And I'm crying, in the dark, just.... knowing.
The world is hell.
The E********* files are breaking my heart, and despite seeing with my own eyes photos, videos, gifs, texts, lines and lines of horror....
People still say "no evidence, all speculation".
We are just supposed to... live, knowing this?
If you ever need a laugh, look at the negative reviews of Fields of midtria, and at all the people scared of pronouns.
News flash! Cis people has pronouns too!
Anyway buy Fields of Mistria, make an incel cry.
HAPPY NEW YEAR FROM SWEDEN!!!!!!!!
Had to reassure myself that my best friend does still love me, desite her not even reacting to the gift i sent her, just a 'yeah it arrived, cute!"
God anxiety is a BITCH.
Another day, another stream missed because of my stupid exhausted ass sleeping through alarms... UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
RT, I beg of you... seap jolteon and eevee, so eevee is in the middle where she belongs.
Saw someone on twitter say they cant wait for the bg3 casts' reaction to the Larian AI news, so i feel like this needs to be said:
DO NOT HARASS ANY OF THE MOCAP ACTORS, VOICE ACTORS, OR ANYONE ON LARIAN ABOUT THIS.
I dont want to shit on Swen.
I respect him for what he did for bg3.
But doing this, when several of the actors in your game is literally starting movements to save their jobs from AI feels.... yeah.
I hope this is a Wake up call for Swen.
Made a new twitter ccount, lets see if it stays up. This is one of the stupidest online experiences I've had.
Mood all day. I love when i get blamed for shit that isn't my fucking fault, then when its discovered i, indeed, was NOT. AT FAULT. YOU FUCKING DOUBLE DOWN.
My fucking twitter account got hacked, and while yeah, i dont use it other than see updates from stuff, whoever hacked it used it to spam the N word, and it got suspeded, and now i have to fucking APPEAL to get it back.
Good fucking morning, i guess.
Whoever told me that GDT's frankenstein was a 'perfectly faithful rendition of the book ruined the first 30 minutes because i got too focused on comparing, until i ket go and of my god Guillermo YOU ABSOLUTE ARTISTIC GENIUS HOLY FUCK
Rewatching call the midwife and hearing the 'swedish' sailors in season 2 ep 1 💀 thats danish, norwegian at best, but NOT swedish.
The daughter i believe, cuz she actually sounded swedish.
He looks like that pig man from king of the hill
I missed the signing stream because i was so depressed i went to sleep, and only woke up now....
Im gonna watch the old ones on streamily and cheer up... maybe
'If you're so tired of politics, just stop reading it'
Genuinely, how? I s roll tiktok, 98% of tiktoks are 'TRUMP AID THIS 3 MINUTES AGO!"
i go check youtube, 9 out of 10 videos that arent gameplay vids of games i dont play are politics... my best friends are personally affected... im so tired.
I sadly wouldn't know, but I'll take your word for it lol
Apparently he made the emcee black american, sain on a i terview that "the blacks have replaced the jews', and changed the line 'she wouldn't look jewish at all' to 'she wouldn't BE jewish at all'. He's apparently also a zionist??
I was about to ask i dont remeber a cliff lol
Yeah i felt like the nazi stuff was almost ignored, like it was a 'oh yeah thats happening too' in the movie. Idk with how people were ragging on billy porter you'd think he was straight ip denying the holocaust while on stage.
I did find the movie didn't really show who emcee was very well.
And here i thought max was gonna be a problem for fritz and liza, like all disapproving and stuff. I just wanted to k ow why so many theatre ppl ere hating on billy and why the 'she wouldnt BE jewish at all' was a problem. Which.... yeah, that was a yikes.
The love triangle was an addon???? Explains why the hell they just wrote out max at the end omfg i was waiting for the reveal he's like a super nazi or smth but no, just gone
