im not happy

oh if I could just erase myself from everyone's memory like lain life would be easier.

We cookin’

Going to destroy my new neighbors

I like how I can say things and it goes in one ear and right out the other.

"we feel is are a"

if you're going to reject me at least don't typo it

I think I am not taken seriously. I am just a jester

wehh

miss messaging $PERSON

I feel so conflicted on so many things ://////

god pray that 2028 resolves some shit.

I just think i hate the current state of the world honestly.

T_T

how do people even tolerate my ass

me when I get you

gonna be angry and evil and mean wrahhh

I am on my evil arc I think

Ok I got my meds im so normal again

I wish I wasn’t alone rn

I need a hug

I feel like I am fake when it comes to my technical abilities

I feel small and scared rn

Ig I’d also like to work somewhere where I’m seen as a woman too

Damn it now I’m crying like a baby

Part of the reason I want another job is my financial situation is fucked. I know it’s my fault but I am scared I’m gonna be negative again. I’m paycheck to paycheck rn. I shouldn’t be in this position…

Winter is depressing, weh

I really need to work on some go projects and get more comfortable with grpc....

Got rejected for a job somewhere that I could totally do and I feel a little down, but like, I have no interest in what the company does so ig its fine

I need to get fucked on poppers again (multiple meanings)

bored