Im not able to feel anything anyore

(( i learned something new today.......

(( oh i did not know this

OOC.

I don’t have to worry about any payments for another 2+ weeks which — yay and it’s nothing like before only 40 bucks compared to the fucking. 80 like last time. But I would like to be safe about it if anybody is interested in doodles. I am still jobless I am afraid. 💔

<:(

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Okay

Hi

(( ooouh.... he's so cutes....

/ just doodble of dad John i do with Luci the carot CHILD haha

[ wrapping them up in his scarf before realizing They’re Fake and sheepishly taking it back ]

[ staring intensely at a clutch of fake eggs on the ground ]

...If it were up to me, you'd get points for trying.
Trying to be... something more.
Trying to be something at all.
Or anything other than what you are.

(( i miss her a lot.

(( i miss brutus.

[ mumbling ] i like flapping them. because it’s fun.

ah. very well.

....... could you e-elaborate?

⠀
𝑺𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑯𝒚𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒔 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈,
𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒇𝒍𝒂𝒑 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑲𝒊𝒏𝒈,
𝑴𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒅𝒊𝒆 𝒖𝒏𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒊𝒏
𝑫𝒊𝒎 𝑪𝒂𝒓𝒄𝒐𝒔𝒂.

𝑺𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒍, 𝒎𝒚 𝒗𝒐𝒊𝒄𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒅;
𝑫𝒊𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖, 𝒖𝒏𝒔𝒖𝒏𝒈, 𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒔 𝒖𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅
𝑺𝒉𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒅𝒓𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒅𝒊𝒆 𝒊𝒏
𝑳𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝑪𝒂𝒓𝒄𝒐𝒔𝒂.
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the last time i witnessed this, it didn’t end well.

⠀⠀،̲،̲ ִֶ ⠀⠀ㅤฺ ⠀⠀⠀go̲d ⠀⠀⠀⠀ D𝖎𝙴D ⠀⠀⠀﹐𖤐𑁬 ⠀⠀⠀⠀& ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ͟ ⟢⠀⠀ 𝐖𝖎𝙻𝐋﹡⠀⠀❬ ⠀⠀⠀∿⠀⠀⠀#͟𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐂𝐓⠀⠀˖﹡᠀ ‎⠀⠀ ͡ ׅ ༝ ۟ 𝚆𝓲𝙲𝙺𝙴D̸ ָ֢ ֹ 𖦹 ֹ ۪ 𓂍 ⠀ ⠀𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗗. ⁀ ݁ 〆

ah.

... what could /you/ possibly want with them?

(( i did draw something for easter but i don’t think i can upload it here because it's suggestive so here's anauel as a rabbit instead

... i have a nature to be so

you /aren’t/ an abomination, either. allowing yourself to believe those fabrications as the truth serves as nothing more than a detriment to your confidence.