i managed to eat a yummy spicy full breakfast!!! omg i haven’t been able to eat like this since early friday night

too dizzy to get out of bed but at least my stomach is feeling mostly kinda better

thankies!!! im safe and recovering 💞💞

gonna talk abt this in depth tomorrow bcs this has been a WILD experience and i think it’s important other pukey ppl know the difference between their normal sick vs how sick being roofied makes u

it’s so nice to be home i love my own space and my own bed i hate being in strange places they make me feel gross in a way that i can’t shower off

still sick as dog but at least i’m home safe

i’m oki!! v thankful that i’m safe and nothing else happened

was v v sickies all day in a worse than my usual way and had some V strange symptoms and my mom and i think i may have been roofied

safe and sound at my destination💞

saw my reflection and went omg who’s that cute girl with the lovely dog!!!! IT WAS ME!!!!

oki oki NOW everything is packed am all set for the morning 💞💞 but not RLLY excited so paws crossed that i have fun

help me recoup my vet bill
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or

give me monies for my silly game
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anyways Miig Ziig and Sanger could have me all at once

i know i’m a bad texter but ily

do u hate me??

help me recoup my vet bill
throne.com/pennyposts/i...

or

give me monies for my silly game
throne.com/pennyposts/i...

i was hanging clothes and then all of a sudden i was staring up at the ceiling (im oki i fell on carpet)

i said “hey i would like THIS specific thing in THIS specific color”

“do u want it in a different color or another different color?? even just for now?”

????? do i not speak in an understandable manner??? i want a specific thing in a specific color not to waste money on something i don’t want????

i truly feel like half the burden of packing is making the mental checklist to make sure u have what u need/know u can't buy on the road

laundry is started that means i can get super fucking high right?? yes ofc right

i have a full word doc of my plushies and trinkets names

so stressed abt going away i hate this i hate that my brain does this this should be good and fun but it’s not rn it’s AWFUL and i wanna DYE

i’ve been in a state of panic since agreeing 🤢 it’ll be fine or w/e but i’m not looking forward to it

solidified plans to leave for the weekend and im already regretting it. 5 hours in the car. a “new” place. no known routine. having to be extra vigilant abt new strange dogs. !!not in my own bed!! omg i hate myself. and the 5 hours home is gonna be hellacious bcs i just wanna be home!!!

im so stressed 😭😭😭😭 i just wanna stop adulting and cry for a bit

pls dear dog may my insomnia meds work tonight

i feel like such a burden even friend wise bcs im just so unwell and it’s not even solvable it’s wait it out unwell and ugh im sorry i know u all probs get sick of hearing it im sick of being it 💔💔💔

don’t wanna think or do anything pack and light and pull my bowl for me and sit me in ur lap and brush my hair and give me lil kisses and tell me that u love my lil pixel animals and lemme fall asleep and drool on u while u look at me like im the most precious treasure in the world

idk i give up for today

too sickies to even finish my fav breakfast 😭