hour 5 of quitting nicotine and I want something to vape so badly but I'm sticking this out<3

hi bluesky~! sorry 4 being away...life got busy <3
check out what I got done yesterday !!!!!!! ＞ω,＜

I've been wanting this for sooo long- like 5 years, and I've never felt more beautiful than I do now......♡
I feel like it's a dream every time I look at it~ my artist NAILED it :'3

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mfers be like "I stand with victims of abuse" and then knowingly and intentionally support horrific abusers lol

I don't know why I'm so sad about this.
I don't know why I expected differently.
I have to trust people less

I've been shown too many times that no matter how sincerely someone apologizes, if they've hurt you severly and repeatedly in the same way, they will always do it again

I'll be ok
but wow..

how can someone intimately know how badly you were hurt by something in the past, tell you how sorry they are that you went through that thing, and then slice back into that same wound without a second thought...

I don't understand. I just don't understand

every time that I think I've gotten better at discerning who to trust and who to open up my heart to, I get slapped in the face and it sucks

I wish I had a better sense of judgement

I need to stop believing that people who show their capacity for cruelty over and over and over again can change

even if they have changed, I do not want to be a part of that ever again

it seemingly only ever leads to me being hurt again for choosing to believe in the good in people.....

I'm sad

idk how to describe the sadness and disappointment to realize that someone I had spent months rebuilding a connection with, who I genuinely thought about every day and cared for a lot despite them having hurt me severely several times in the past, apparently did not care for me at all the whole time

why are people so cruel sometimes.....
it doesn't matter how many times you forgive and extend genuine care and friendship to someone if they don't care for you/value your personhood only when they deem beneficial to themself do so.....they will do things that are immeasurably hurtful over n over :(

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I don't wanna say who this is about ever. bc even after all of this I DON'T think they're evil I just want NOTHING to do with them and I'm tired of being unable to handle shit in an adult way without it backfiring bc grown adults can't accept my boundaries. NO MEANS NO . WHEN I SAY NO RESPECT THAT.

lmao I wanted to preserve ur image but go off ig I fucking never want to be touched again by anyone who isn't my partner if this is what happens when I'm vulnerable with my body and then communicate that I'm not interested in sex at the moment. GO REDUCE SOMEONE ELSE TO THEIR PUSSY BC IT WONT BE ME!

it's so cool when I vent my feelings with ZERO IDENTIFIERS in a safe chat, I go to TWO (2) PEOPLE to talk about this violating event PRIVATELY to avoid fucking over the person who made me uncomfortable, then the person who borderline sexually harassed me comes into that space and OUTS THEMSELF. ok!!

I never want to be viewed as a sexual object again this shit sucks! Jesus Christ

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hello (⁠♡ ⁠◜ω⁠◝⁠  ⁠)⁠ ⁠~⁠♪

new album not out for a day and already broke 16.5k streams 🥹❤️
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me n my girlfriend fucked gently while the sunset tree by the mountain goats played with the bedroom lit dim pink by the rgb lamp and I feel so soft now ......
waaaaaah........comfie... ;w;

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