I saw a post earlier today describing the feeling of being an autistic adult who feels like a child among other adults and man. It resonated with me but it doesn't bring me any solace- I feel so, like, out of place around others and so afraid of joining things I haven't been invited to as a result.
Drawing buff women for a friend in my backlog of projects….
Slopsky. Like microslop
Stupid vibe coder and lead dev of Bluesky dunks phone in swimming pool to cool it down.
Memorializing this on my page.
Thats why its broken. You aren’t devs. You’re posers.
A pixel art drawing of Silver from Deadlock, in two versions. In both versions, she is wearing a dirty leather jacket, and dirty jeans. She has a large belt with handcuffs attached to it. Her jeans are slightly ripped. She has white hair and a fluffy tail. She is holding a rifle over the shoulder. In the second version, the jacket remains the same, but the shirt under it is gone, exposing her abs.
🌙 Silver
Character from Deadlock
🎨 #art #pixelart #aseprite #fanart #deadlock
i'm so normal about her................
Hey. Im here. Im alive. This will close in less than a week.
This is what I meant by I will live for those I owe.
As of recent, I owe several people my existence.
It will be slow, but I’ll live better. Be better.
Expect art posts again. Not for me but for those I owe. Who want to see me do what I love.
SHE IS the antagonist.
She can do whatever she wants.
This has to be Karma.
3 weeks to find a new one or im homeless
Budget cuts. Im actually honestly the most logical cut.
Lost my job
A pixel art drawing of two characters from the game vivid/stasis. The piece is split in half, with the top left part being in red, and bottom right being in violet. The characters are monochromatic, following the colours mentioned earlier. The character in red is wearing a fancy dress, a hat with flowers on it, and has very long hair. They are holding a scythe, intending to strike the other character. The character in violet is wearing a dress, has medium length hair, and is firing a pistol at the other character.
vivid/stasis
🎨 #art #pixelart #aseprite #fanart #vividstasis
Sometimes the 1 AM art vc hits and you just gotta finish that one piece you started like 3 months ago
Tsuki and Dawn from vivid/stasis 👇
store.steampowered.com/app/2093940/...
maintenance
Post more yuri.
Hell Mech - New color mini-prints available on my site now. jonathanlamantia.com
I got (re)introduced to them with a different animation of this song that they commented on. www.youtube.com/watch?v=uYuP... Instantly fell in love with their sound and recent saw them in concert (it was fuckin great)
A tall and slender being called Elesh Norn, Mother of Machines. She has bone-like plates and visible looking flesh around her body, with long red veils chaotically descending from her waist, and a huge crescent moon shaped crest covering the upper half of her face
Elesh Norn, Mother of Machines
Work Commissioned by @wretchedgoat.bsky.social
I've been commissioned a couple of MTG designs and I really like how my style fits these beings, almost makes me want to get into the game
Same
You guys hear how Affinity is free and is basically just Photoshop and Illustrator and InDesign rolled into one. Pretty interesting
COME CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY WITH ME!!!
Gonna have some good tunes and good vibes, with guest DJs @worldwidewolf.bsky.social , @lilithpad.newgrounds.com and @wearbolf.top
vrc.group/TDPSC.2398
Digital ilustration of Kuromi, half-body, she's looking at viewer with an evil grin.
We owe each other some assisance in achieving our goals and pursuits of happiness. We dont admiration or transactional rewards. This is inherently an uneven process, where sometimes you give what you can and take more, or the opposite. It is a mistake to think its anything less.
Tysm for everyone who supported my journey. I know I have friends outside my projects who will continue to support my endeavors. Why they stay with me is beyond me but I will accept it.
Goodnight. And goodbye ❤️
I apologize. My entire internet journey has given me opportunities but I struggle so much with all these life issues that I think its best for me to stop trying to find home and start working on myself. I do not belong online. It is clear.
also its clear I have personality clashes; bad management of this bipolar outbursts. Maybe anger management in general. This is my responsibility to fix and I do not wish to make it OTHERS problems. We are all dying in this world. Last thing I need to do is make it worse.
… give up on music. I do not fit in/I am not very good. Any work will be done in private too.
I will prefer to keep most of my dealings in private. DMs. Etc.
Everyone kind enough has tried to give me a community, and I kind of blew all my chances. I am eternally grateful for people trying but
