i am not inferior because i’m a cashf@g.
it just makes me feel that way…

FinDom should be ethical.
Fantasies don’t have to be.

FinDom requires trust and honesty.
Fantasies can be a lie.

My Debt amount is going down (a good thing).
And my cash supply is also going down (not so good).
It’s a real dilemma.

Paying down my debt

How i became a cashf@g…
An early experience that helped me become a cashf@g:
Met a young Dom from Venezuela who was traveling. We hooked up & stayed in contact. When things got bad at home, He told me to send $$ via WesternUnion. I wanted to obey & completely self-conscious waiting in line to send.

They’re huge.

i knew He wasn’t gonna make good on His promises. Yet, i continued to tribute. Soon i realized this was the humiliation i was seeking. And so i started to look forward to being “cashr@ped” and actually begged to tribute. This became my purpose and it started to feel right.

i wanted a physical encounter (sucking, fucking, etc). i thought if i paid i’d get it. There were lots of promises, lots of “it will happen” but it never did. And every time i made a purchase, or made a tribute, i felt such shame and guilt and humiliation. i felt like a real looser.

How I became a cashf@g:

Unbeknownst to me at the time, i was being conditioned to be a cashf@g. i was told that if i “help out with some cash” He would fuck me. So, i was buying this young Dom numerous “gifts” all the while begging for a D/s session, which never happened.

Yes, Master. i have ordered a gift for You. Thank you, Master.

This was the beginning of FinDom and I didn’t know it at the time. It would happen again and again. More purchases followed. I thought i was “paying for it,” except there was nothing else - no sex, no bdsm, no other domination. He was training me to pay and tribute and i was completely unaware.

He told me to meet Him at Macy’s and we went directly to the jewelry section. He immediately pointed out a watch and said “I’ll take that one.” I handed over my card and paid. $300. And we left. No discussion at all. Whole scene took less than 15 min. I was humiliated and dejected.

How i became a cashf@g; how it started: i met a really young Dom (21-22) with the expectations that he would dominate and humiliate me. After a few meetings, He said He’d need some “assistance” to continue. While not thrilled with having to “pay for it,” i agreed…(continued in comments)

Let’s see you wear the tail…

Thank You, Master

i want to hurt for Master

My profile clearly states that i am “Owned”
So why did you ask for a tribute?
Real Doms don’t do that - they have respect for the property’s Owner.

i never think of a tribute as a payment. It’s never about money.
Every send is obeying a command. It’s acknowledgement of my submissiveness to my Master; recognition that i am being controlled.
555 times i obeyed my Master.

Master is turning me into a real urinal licker. The orders to lick are becoming more frequent. Anytime. Anywhere. Even on a cruise vacation.

Thank You Master

Because I came without permission.

As ordered.
Hurting for Master.

Urinals are really making me horny…

Do you think about FinDom every single day? Tributing? Serving? Obeying?

Today, while at the office, my Master gave orders and i obeyed.

i spit my chewing gum into the urinal, and returned to retrieve it about an hour later.

i feel a little bit lower now…

My CashMaster doesn’t sell anything.

As a cashf$g, i am not buying anything. i serve.

Deeper in DEBT
Deeper in LOVE
They go together…

Missing this…

Completely, Master