I relate a lot with the experience in so many ways and I can pinpoint exactly different parts of myself but I personally think it's something too serious to go on about without diagnosis

i'm mad that I can't say "i'm probably plural but i have a job so i don't really care about that" cause i've been jobless for years

I'm so thankful to every friends who have been aware of the situation and have been relentlessly checking up on me, it's in moments like these that I feel the happiest knowing that some people do care about me and my well being

3 break ups in a few months do be doing a lot to someone's mental health and self-esteem

i'm slowly growing insane but that's ok

anxiety attacks make me feel like my heart will jump out of my body for hours straight and there is nothing i can do to calm it down

Higurashi when they cry

kind of person that are very by the book, judgmental and resentful.
The Holier than Though attitude they can hold towards people who aren't at their best churns my stomach every time, even if they only show it by passing remarks and petty actions

realizing these past few years there is a very specific type of people I don't vibe with at all that keeps coming back into my life that I've grown to have zero tolerance for as soon as I smell the red flags.
a lot of it is due to trauma so I know I can be quite unreasonable with it

#umamusume

me when a bad bitch tells me to live with determination

making this a personal account for friends
I will be selective on who I allow to follow
I don't allow reposts either