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Posts by Dera
I'm afraid I'm plagued with superhero styled comic book coloring always
A drawing of Haurchefant from Final Fantasy 14.
The coldest place, the warmest smile!
| #ffxiv | #haurchefant |
Don’t make me leave my cave
I don't want to go back to the instagram mines 😔
This is the single funniest thing I have ever seen Bluesky staff do.
babies are reaaaaal (I could not take a good picture to save my life) #ffxiv
yizz
I spent 3000 hours coloring this but I like the grayscale so much more #wip
Almost done 🫠
I'm glad me and my gf share our ffxiv scenario because Irene can be just a random background NPC, she would crumble under protagonist pressure (also most likely take off first chance she gets, never to be seen again)
Ink has been defeated, tomorrow we fight background and color #wip
Alisaie ffxiv. She's doing a dmc taunt.
I think I made the skin too pink but I'm too lazy to correct it. Alisaie <3. #AxeWorks #ffxiv
I miss them 😞
couple commission for @sheeshiki.bsky.social
Yay, progress! I don't want to think that I eventually need to color this! #wip
This biiiitch
I hate this guy so much, SO MUCH #wip
A comic about my oc Glen. First panel: A young boy with pointed ears and blue hairs is challenging a young Glen. A pointed-ears-girl with green hairs she's trying to stop them. "I bet you'd never dare climb a Greater Tree!" Says the blue hair boy "Are you out of your mind?!" Intervens the girl. Second panel: We see the youngling under the enough tree. The green haired girl keeps protesting the idea. "It is strictly prohibited! Not to mention how dangerous it could be!" Third panel: we see a close up of a young Glen, pointed ears and dark teal hair. They're smiling "I'll do it!" They says without hesitation. "Uh?!" Says the girl. Continue in the other picture.
First panel: We see Glen climbing the tree, while their friends stay down screaming to be careful. Second panel: Glen are reaching one of the higher branches. Third panel: Glen wipe their swear while trying to keep balance. Continue in the next picture.
First panel: Glen are standing on the branch. They can see some of the other floating islands and some mountains at the horizon. The clouds framing everything. Second panel: Glen are amazed by the view while the wind is blowing gently moving their hair.
11. One of the most fonded memory for Glen is when they climbed one of the Greater Tree of their hometown. They remember the splendid view and how they received their first wind blessing by almost breaking their own neck.
| #oc | #ocsky |
"This is too bold...even for me!" probably Glen
#wol #wolchefant #ffxiv
XIV tumblr does exist and it has much to offer btw
Riku is kneeling before Kairi, who's standing and holding Riku's face between her hands. He's looking up at her with a sorrowful expression, while she stares at him with profound sadness that borders on disgust.
#rikai angst from 2022 that I found burried in an old HD, I'm not sure I ever shared this ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#kingdomhearts
Riku is kneeling before Kairi, who's standing and holding Riku's face between her hands. He's looking up at her with a sorrowful expression, while she stares at him with profound sadness that borders on disgust.
#rikai angst from 2022 that I found burried in an old HD, I'm not sure I ever shared this ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#kingdomhearts
proceding at snail's pace but still proceding #wip
lrp Tintoria mentioned
In fairness, he was asked who his "favorite Luigi in recent American history" was. I'm not sure who else he would have said, tbh. Lol
/behind view of me in the window, curtains billowing in the wind /shoes on a building ledge /my profile with birds I think of them, but even so, I still look out the window sometimes. I can’t help it. It’s an itchy curiosity, or a rough chemical shove. What would it be like? To not have any more thoughts? Voices that scream and cry and rip things apart? Voices that tell me secret things?
/turning back from the ledge... But there are those other voices too, the ones that don’t belong to me. Those are the ones that really matter. More than me. More than anything. The tender plea of love and reason. The voices that are always saying, /sheer billowing curtains surround panels of lvoed ones, nature and my drawing desk. Come back /family Come back /friends Come back /nature Come back /drawing desk
the window is closed in a central drawing. The curtains have stilled.
(2/2)
Should I jump out this window? /open window w curtains billowing Bipolar is always a ride. It affects your ability to get life insurance, because we keep jumping out of windows. In one day I can think “this is the best day ever” but 2 hours later, I consider jumping out of a window. /different types of windows: I often look out the window. Different ones. Is this high enough to die on impact? Are there people around? No children? Would I pass out first? Or would I just break my leg and lie there in agony? I often think of the suicides which are hereditary to my family, but that’s another story.
/skyscraper apt I had a friend in high school who jumped out a window. He hit a rich man’s BMW and then that man sued my friend’s mom for damages to his car. It’s that kind of world. /casket But I’ll always remember what happened afterward. The tearful funeral speech of his best friend. The open casket. How many people his life had touched, mine included. /open window w thunderstorm I know how it destroys the lives of the people you leave behind. I have been one of them, lately and more than once. My family and friends already have enough experience with this, so I think of them first. But I would never blame those who make the choice to go. Sometimes, even with medication, the weight is just too heavy.
almost elegy (*suicide trigger warning) (1/2)
free-to-download poster for printing
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