Y'know what. Fuck forgiveness. He destroyed my future and I hope he suffers his whole life and dies alone, while knowing exactly what a piece of shit he is.

And they placed us into the simulation, because our turtle is the male and their is female, and long time ago, we had an argument if the turtles should mate, which the lizards obviously were against, and it evolved into a war, and they won, and placed us into simulation, to disarm us.

I figured it out! Earth is flat, and all we see around us, like planets and stars and shit, is because we live in a simulation. Now the simulation was created by lizard people who are our neighbors, they, like us, live on a giant turtle, there only two of them and that's it, that's the whole world

January sucks your soul out of your body, but then, when you think you're done - february comes to hunt down what's left of you. It's almost here.

Let's play a guessing game. It's a new day, what's gonna fuck you up emotionally today? Will it be pcos, thyroid, anxiety or something else entirely? Ah, the suspense, the mystery

Ever think that bruises change colors like sunrise

I wanna have life so boring, that I'd watch telenovelas just to have some drama in my life

I don't know why, but I never managed to find someone who could handle my pain.

Maybe some people were born just so that others don't forget to feel

People looking for calming sounds to fall asleep to when Kamelot and Myrath exist

Are we falling asleep or falling apart?

Or at least that's what bloodwork says. Cause although my anxiety is worse, but depression is as well. Of course insomnia is a definite symptom, but it was here all along. And I would love to lose some weight, especially after these months, but alas, only gain for me. So yeah, I am really confused.

My body comes up with the most ridiculous problems. After I quit smoking - I was fully prepared that my thyroid will quit its job, as was promised by everything I read on the topic. I got the supplements, the iodine salt, the new diet ready to go. Only to discover that I have the opposite problem.

All you need is meat, legumes and vegetables. Actually, legumes look evil, don't get close to them, they're planning something. Also carrots look way too happy. And cabbage. Stick to green, bitter boring stuff. And no spices for you, spices might give you the will to live and that means - no period.

pcos diets be like: don't eat chocolate, cakes, refined sugar, unrefined sugar, corn, beets, anything that looks like sugar, flour, oatmeal, rice, bananas, peaches, watermelons. Do not touch that apple, it will spike your happiness and happiness fucks up hormones.

At home I prefer pink metal and toxicgreen metal but on concerts i adore seablue metal and sepia metal does that make sense

One moment you pouring yourself a soda, preparing to take over the world. And then you spend next hour cleaning up furniture, floor, pets, clothes, walls and ceiling around you, because the soda bottle performed triple somersault in your hands and you've handled it with all the finesse of a shoe.

Being so used to random pains throughout the body that you just tune it out, be like:

-I don't really feel any pain after yesterday's training, probably didn't work out hard enough.
-I also can't move most of my body, but I have no idea why that could be.

Probably bad that the only way to be happy is to not pay attention

Cats are cute in a small, tiny, - 'If I could I'd carve a hole inside you and snuggle in your intestines. You know you'd let me and you'd like it' - kinda way.

Dogs are cute in the - 'I'm your baby. I'm your 40 kilos, takin' up more space on bed than you, covered in grey hair, snoring like a steamship, BABY. Let's hunt a lion! *crazy tail wag*' - kinda way.

The problem with being sober most of the time is that you don't have anything to blame for stupid shit you say and do. So you either become real proper human ooor..., hear me out, you just find peace with how unbelievably embarrassing you are as a person. Yeah? How does it sound? Who's with me?

two men are standing next to each other with the words you know that 's right on the bottom ALT: two men are standing next to each other with the words you know that 's right on the bottom

Unexpected wisdom nugget from Psych:
"Your mind is not an opponent, it's teammate. A teammate that's there for you in good times and bad. You may not always get along, it may be moody, wear your shower sandals without permission.. But never doubt its loyalty."

Most of the time I am far enough from environment I grew up in and forget why am I so completely fucked up. But today I went to dental implant removal and a bone graft, and the dentist is very much living in 30 years ago.
His recommendation for the pain included paracetamol and whiskey.
There it is.

something RED

Shh, no spoilers :) But tnx)

Tnx, I was hoping it's something like this, now I have something to look forward to)

Reading Mistborn and the first two books were absolute thrill, but third one is just so difficult and depressing, it's good, but hard to get through, or maybe it's just the talk of mists and dark sky in the middle of coldest month.

Ever feel like life would be more tolerable if it had just a little more poetry in every day routine?