in an ideal world I would talk to someone. HOWEVER i already said "oh i'm fine lol" and in my smooth little brain there's no room for take backsies

[experiencing devastating loneliness] idk tho what if i'm faking it for attention

since she left the amount of daydreaming i've done about moving in together has increased tenfold (and i uses to be soooooo certain about never wanting to share my space with anyone ever)

oooooooh my fucking god i miss my girlfriend. 6 MORE WEEKS

but anyway bosses and managers Do Not Do This if things are not actively on fire

i'm gonna go ahead and assume my manager meant to text my work number & it can wait until tomorrow

boooooo don't text me about work at 9pm BOOOOOOOO

WAHHHHH 💖💖💖 (my gf waving at me thru the shinjuku live cam feed on youtube)

or maybe the update rollout itself is what broke the site? in which case, lollll lmaooooo

imagine implementing a change so bad that the user backlash causes you to (accidentally?) nuke your website into orbit (this is apost about tumblr dot com)

my girlfriend leaves FOR SIX MONTHS in two weeks and im being so normal about it (screaming crying throwing up)

oof yeah i can imagine. i'm glad people are having fun and that others are getting something out of it (and i can't really give fair judgment after watching like 2 eps) but i think i'll maybe leave this one for the wine moms

can i say something inflammatory on here. i can't get thru heat*d r*valty because it somehow feels very heterosexual to me in a way i can't quite put my finger on. maybe i'm just too european

(unofficially) over a year in now and still suffering from loving my girlfriend disease btw. if u even care

for some reason i just cannot make my mom understand that i have a schedule and she's gotta check in with me to see if i'm available before making a plan that involves me at a set date and time. like girl it CAN'T be this hard

all jokes aside & not to be gross but 2025 has been one of my fav years ever because i've been in love and loved back for most of it WAHHH

gf reveal

so often they'll come on intercom and be genuinely wholesome and or funny... ppl on public transit (me included) can be such shitheads but i hardly ever run into a train conductor who isn't just really chill and nice

girl say what u want about the dutch railway system and its incompetencies but surprisingly often the conductors WILL go out of their way to make everyone's day a little better

oh and also ran my first ever race and finished roughly 11000th out of 12000. failgirlism ❤️

i bought a microwave oven and a new house plant and made spiced cider and a gnocchi bake with my girlfriend 💖💖💖

boring ass weekends SUPREMACY!!!

told my gym bro that i bring a knife w/ a built-in whistle with me on my runs for safety reasons and he said "wow that's badass" and fist bumped me

men are sooooo insane sometimes

rrrredraw time (right is 2020)

in other news i need my doctor to hurry up and look at my stupid blood work and comfirm my thyroid's garbage so i can make it my whole personality

usually i can sculpt & paint but they can't all be winners you know

arts n crafts....... pingu but he's on downers

FUCK yeah dude!!!

sticking my entire fist in my mouth about topics i maybe shouldn't comment on because of the job i have