a dog is looking at cupcakes on a red cloth Alt: a dog is looking at cupcakes on a red cloth

I would do some unholy things for some birria tacos right about now

what a week meme

life imitates art 🫩

happy hump day everyone 💙🦴

sangria lmao

thank you 🥺

Thanks for coming to my TedTalk. I've never been one to shy away from being open about experiences in hopes that talking about mine makes someone feel more seen or understood. Mental health is still health and needs to be cared for as such.

This will pass, eventually.

I worry about people missing "when I was funny/happy/'the old you'/"etc all the time. I think the making of Beau was a manic episode, honestly too. I love the character, don't get me wrong, but I overthink everything too.

I'm still managing my bp, so please bare (bear?) with me. I'm trying my best

if the sad boy posting seems random, it's really not. i just try to hide it most of the time.

Currently, I'm so tired of masking that I'm being quiet instead of pretending to be ok all the time. I feel bad for the whiplash of emotions all the time though.

Why am I bringing this up? Well-

I realized i've shown the "how" of my mental health and not the "why", and I want to be open about it. For myself and others.

I have type II bipolar. I get manic for months, I get strong depressive episodes, sometimes I disappear during them because I'd rather be alone than a "burden". So-

I haven't done accent work on forever and I need to remedy that. slightly related, I need to make a visualiser for the reel I'm slowly working on.

please give me strength ;-;

my voice is just a liiiil too deep to do it comfortably but i got the horny nasal DOWN

a cartoon character with a crown on his head and a bow tie Alt: angel dust hazbin hotel eyebrow wiggle

I've been trying to do an Angel Dust voice and I realised I've just been saying "oh harder daddy~... no more nasal and horny" for an hour straight

send help I've lost the plot

last thing I see before I baja blast my brains out

long overdo explanation

I haven't been in a great headspace, and that caused many, many poor judgement calls. One of which was not posting this sooner, I am sorry. Communication was never my strong suit and I need to do better with that.

Posted in my discord earlier this month.
I'm working on getting better.

I'm sorry.

joystick.tv!

casual reminder I do VA work for anything at reasonable prices and the love of the game

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ya boi is finally taking the steps to apply for a private clinic for HRT - yippee! The application fees are a lil spicy though, so if you'd like to speed up the process with a penny or two I would really appreciate it 👉👈💜

Spreading the word helps a ton, too!

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i'll be so honest, i've not been ok for a while. I'm anxious, i'm paranoid, and i'm just overall not in a great headspace. streaming was supposed to be an escape, but it's only made my mental worse.

I'm going to be taking a hiatus from streaming, i'm not sure for how long.
I'm sorry.

I miss how the sparkle in your eyes came through in your voice
I miss staring at the moon knowing we looked at its beauty together even though we were so far apart
I miss the late calls and accidental sleepovers and knowing the finest details of each other

I know you don't miss me.

but I miss you.

*sips*

respectfully, you like like you could give me the most accurate tarot reading and give me 4 crystals I would need to realign my shitty energy. and I'm here for it HELL YEAH

I made a little self care corner on my phone for Duolingo, Finch, a step counter, and a timer counting days since I went to the hospital. sometimes it's a nice little reminder on progress even when the brain worms come in strong. even a little progress is progress, you've got this 💙🦴

I've been DEEP in Deadlock builds lately and I'm having so much fun with it

need to see if I can focus on not the game while I play to see if I can stream it lmao

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oh hecc shit I haven't done my quota of posting something funny today uh uh uh sssssp-sploin...go? yeah sploingo.

I took a long nap and I'm disoriented idk what you want from me

this is really impressive. especially since I'm a dog and colorblind

funnily enough the bright colors were harder for me than darker ones so, that's neat. at one point it was .0008 and I honestly don't know how I got there

I'm tired boss 🫩

I hate when my jong rubs too much in my jorts and jweater. my jundershirt and jlasses are comfy tho, which is nice. the jube jocks? not so much.

do you mind if I'm vulnerable about my mental health for a minute? I hate how ingrained in my head it is to be negative towards myself, that comes so easy. it took me 10 minutes today to find something I appreciate about myself to write in my journal

but I found something. and that's pretty cool 💙🦴

can i come over and stare at you like this while you yap about your special interests?

#beauyo
🎨 @arkomikitty.bsky.social

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a little DBD, as a treat? i think so. come hang with me and yap! i have a surprise if you dooooo :3

twitch.tv/beaubearius

doordashing more pears and peaches to your house brb