2024 vs 2026 :p

Really haven't gotten the opportunity to post much here recently, mainly cause I'm too busy with life and other stuff but I do wanna push myself to be more open this year.

That sucks, hope you end up finding something soon! I know the pain of the unemployment grind.

Kurabu Naito/@gihwayoung - A Whole New World Cover YouTube video by Kurabu Naito Ch.

youtu.be/gJcU7jRJvW4?...
#cover #utaite #vtuber #youtaite

2026 Goals:
Get a new job
Lose more weight
Start voice training proper
Move out

I'm probably catastrophizing atm but I just needed to get this out cause fucking hell the world looks bleak atm...

I'm scared the simple life myself and my loved ones want will be nothing more than a distant pip dream reserved for the infinitely rich and powerful

I'm scared there's nothing I can do to stop this from happening...

I'm scared that no matter how much I beg others to recognize the skills I have I'll be thrown to wolves

I'm scared of having my existence invalidated and my rights revoked for simply not liking the body I was born with

For the first time in my life, I'm genuinely scared for the future...

I'm scared that the country I grew up in will be subsumed by a foreign power

I'm scared that forces beyond my control will rip my loved ones away from me

No shade to DIY obviously, just that since I live in a ace where trans healthcare isn't actively horrible I might as well do things above board

Finally trying to schedule a follow up for my (legal) HRT. If I can get off DIY for the new year that'll be a big step

Room's a mess atm as I try to get this free server properly setup and I do not have enough space in my to put it but I'm stubborn as fuck

😳

In hindsight it's kinda crazy how skrillex played the full edit of while you were sleeping live before releasing the mixtape ver

Image of a parking lot with the text "Going from 'when can I see you again' to 'I'll see you at home' is my biggest goal with you"

Just had an amazing long weekend meeting with my partner IRL for the first time and this image is all that I can think of now that they're gone...

we suck dick with a mix of sheer joy and technical experimentation that displays a genuine passion for the act

Ya girl's probably gonna experience her first kiss (and maybe something else)

Also my SO is coming down on saturday to visit for 4 days it's gonna be amazing

Finally getting bloodwork done to get myself off diy hrt and onto something more 'official'. Super excited!

Battery Death gives me so much fucking energy its amazing

Ok it's safe to say I Love My Computer has consumed my soul its such a fucking vibration of an album

Do you lose your gold star lesbian status if you're dating someone who's non binary? Not that it matters to me just wondering

Hi chat, I helped two of my closest friends propose the other day and suddenly their lives have been improving massively and im so happy and proud of them it's honestly so amazing to see

Kurabu Naito - Wake me up when September Ends YouTube video by Kurabu Naito Ch.

hey guys its the end of september youtu.be/d1TrqIeVOws #greenday #september #vtuber #youtaite #utaite

Update:

I passed out early but good lord we were so lovey-dovey together whilst also doing some interesting things to each other...

And by 'she' I mean me

Getting slammed tonight in VR with my partner (she will not survive this encounter)

I want a pair of boot shorts that says:
'segmentation fault: core dumped'
Across the ass

Escaping into the back room at work so I can find a quiet place to audibly whine about how I can't be with them or just hug them and never let go...