...I was on the bed >->"
Even when sitting anyway I can, my belly won't let me reach far for long, my thighs be screaming when I bend. There's just too much /not enough/ fat in the way man 💦
Posts by Noxel ✦
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When the boys call up the stairs 'Are you ok up there? Why are you struggling?' And me fuckin huffing and puffing because I'm putting my socks on by myself...
When your body is my inspiration, I gotta!!
Before-bed-donuts 😌
xD Haha yeah I'm pretty belly forward...
Always desk loungin~
I just love how fat my arms and hands arrre ☺️
Yeah, I know u0u My struggle is that without dairy the gaining struggle is insane at my size. So I have been over-using them to compensate lately. But don't worry about me for now, bean, they won't be a forever thing (ty for your worries tho, they are valid)
Ooh... I haven't left my house in years, let alone my office much the last few months 💦 No confidence speeches from me- I'm too scared of the world tbh lol (even when I was 130lbs).
I don't get self conscious on my appearance tho? But I DO get anxious when others see how outta shape I am >//>""
I eat the same things over and over ._."
90% of the time I eat food in a daily rotation, somethin every 2 hours. (Donuts, boost, ramen, boost, snack time, boost, misc dinner, dessert then repeat) Gets kinda monotonous at times but it works 😤
Aww haha yess as intended u v u Fill yourself up dude~
Yeah, after I eat a ton (especially if it's weeks in a row...) I kinda just become a puffed up marshmallow LOL😳
Always going to bed feelin beached lately 💦 Getting new little stripes on my love handles and pits tho >//> It's workinnng
#NoxGains
When the time comes, I already plan on it 😌
Yes... it's one of the reasons I moved my office upstairs >>"
Going down once, fine. Going up? Hard. Going up AND down within 5 minutes? I need to sit for a second to catch my breath 💦 And to think I lived in a high rise once and ran up multiple flights...
For real! I never go out but when I did, I just had my boy put on my socks and shoes no joke x'0 I can't even imagine using a toilet that isn't mine. Between the small seats/stalls and lack of bidets in the US, no thanks 💦
Personal hygiene stuff-
One of my boys offering to help with my toenails cause I can't reach them 😭💛 I spent 40min yesterday trying to do it myself but my thighs don't let me bend and reach like they should- anyone else have this issue? Never see it talked about x0
Just real fuckin sweet of them 🥲
I've been pretty excited/determined >//> And I've been lucky enough to have someone help me with it lol
Though I am very envious of slow gainers 💦 my fat is finally starting to get soft in places but when you take it slow 100% it's always soft n squishy 💛
you're woorddss they give me confidence hehaha I've been stayin fed 😋 I love how goopy I'm getting too, when I sit up my belly has been oozin further down my thighs lately, my arms are just pillows for my boy at night x//0
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Gotta feel the chub in order to draw the chub 😌
...you aren't wrong...
Sometimes ya gotta grab 'n jostle yourself to refocus >//>
#NoxGains
Aww you're fuckin sweet cx I've been working on my comic a lot lately and keepin myself fed~ Maybe later today...
No, I'm still far too small xc Maybe 25% of the time I'm alright with myself, most the time I'm still hoping for more...
But my arms/underarms and back have been taking on new fat lately >//> that's a plus~
More than I realize >///>"
x//x Aww haha as long as I don't wear more than underwear (which is 99% all the time) the arms don't hurt me too bad lol. This chair was made for 500lb+ however they did NOT take width into account it seems >:c
I don't remember doin that lol shit I just remember takin the pic
Workin on pages, ate my last edible, felt full and silly lol So much belly stuck under that desk And I'm lovin how big my arms are getting- and finally my chest fuck yeah x)
#NoxGains
And I will struggle with it forever LOL
Kitchen chores and stairs are exercise... if it gets my heart pumpin and I gently push myself it coounttsss 😅
I might try and strength train my arms a bit tho (that shouldn't be too hard on me like cardio would?). Make it less tiring to cook and draw, arms are gettin heavy 💦