some tough times will be coming in March
emotionally.. i dont think i'll enjoy it at all..

Good🦋Morning~今朝も寒いのでせめて夏の雰囲気を。 #今日の過去絵

ルビィちゃん描いてたら朝になっちまったぜ☀️

クリスマスイブイブの「イブ」ってなんだろう？とググッたら「evening(〜の夜)」の短縮だそうですよ🌃

そりゃ確かにイブを2つ重ねても「前々日」にはならないなぁ🧐

I bought a kpop album for my crush, and I wrapped it all by myself
I wanna add a cute hand written letter too but I don't wanna overdo it...

Miku nostalgia hits! 🎶

#見た人も無言でバイクに乗ってるキャラを貼る

My crush posting cute selfies of her all dressed up for thanksgiving, what a great day im so hopelessly in love with her GOD FUCJJKING DAMNNITTT RRRAAHHHHH

#いいニーハイの日

8/10
The first half was amazing, tackled very real trauma and had me crying in some parts. The last half was very neatly concluded, but felt rushed at some parts.
Didn't like how some of the characters were concluded, i'm really sad about those.

IM GONNA KILL MYSELF, WHY DID THIS HAVE A DIRECT PARALLEL TO MY OWN LIFE EXPERIENCES, AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

I don't read manga that often, but every time I decide on a new one it's always so memorable and amazing.
This time it's Sakura Discord, recommended randomly by an artist I followed.

hang in there, fun times with friends WILL happen eventually! 😀🥲💪

sent!

Sometimes the urge to just delete my online presence is so strong, like its obvious there isn't anything for me here anymore. I'm so out of touch with people.

I never like posting about my strugles online, I always keep stuff to myself as much as I can, but I just wanted to vent on this app since it's a bit more empty.
Sorry if I ruined your night, I just needed to put this somewhere

That pic was taken a week ago, in just that time she lost so much weight and didn't have energy to even walk much anymore. I'm just glad I took as many pictures of her as I could before she left us.
I really thought she'd stick around so much longer, it doesn't feel like 2 years passed since we met

🥲
I had to say goodbye to my kitty today. She was getting too weak and wasn't eating anymore, even when I tried feeding her like a baby with a little baby syringe.
The vet told us it'd be expensive and lengthy to figure out whats wrong, and even then they couldn't guarantee anything

anyways currently a lot of things are going wrong 🙂
whatever happens in the next few days could either be very happy, very sad, or just a continuation of this unease I've been dealing with

Sometimes I wish I was back to working 11 hours shifts, I would get to drive home at 2AM, empty road, calmness the whole way, then sleep like a baby
I'd wake up at noon only to go back to work at 2PM, no time to think about stressful things, just going back to work with some really nice people.

The prettiest flower 🌹
#GalleryOfRoses #RosemiLovelock

halloween !

AN OKI COLLAB, HOLY COW ITS HAPPENING so happy you get to play together!!

I feel like I have hypochondria but for my motorcyle
The previous owner did zero maintenance since January so I have a long list of things to do to it, but then I start freaking out thinking something else is wrong with it and add it to the list, it will never end at this point

Late post but I FINALLY BOUGHT A MOTORCYCLE YEHEHE
im gonna remove some of the stickers, that aint my style, and the factory flame stickers scream 90s to me, but i want it to look a bit cleaner
it's a Ninja 500, so fast enough for the highway but slow enough to not krill myself on