YOU - "By the way, I'm a fascist." THE DESERTER - "You're not. You're part of the meat shield surrounding the *real* fascists, while they rape children. That's what *you* are."

Disco Elysium rocked face for many reasons but one was because it wasn't afraid to actually say things with meaning

Ye I have no idea man please don't hold your breath.

Here's to hoping for the best for them whatever the reason for privating those past works

That could be a possibly if that new game is way less overtly fetishistic. Still, that's really unfortunate if that's the case. Not like you'd have to hide your kink stuff from ppl who'd support the big body wrestling vn. Or like you shouldn't have to hide your kink shit in general.

Or to accept requests in general

Not on the mood for it

oh ye sorry about the lack of art btw
carpal tunnel pains are back and my wrist explodes every time i try to sit down and art.
Doing some monk shit with rice bucket excercises atm
Hopefully it will help

quick question
anyone knows whats up with red deer studios? i tried looking up their older vn's on itchio but they seem to have been restricted.

No

screenshot from digital foundry's awful sponsored video where they nestle their nose against NVidia's navel while deepthroating

serial killers often fixate on minute improvements to their methodology in the desperate hope mastering their method of choice will make the rush of their first kill return, and I think tech guys are rapidly getting to that point now

Oh, i liked the game a lot too! The story just rubbed me as super rushed, especially towards the final act.
So just wish the game was allowed to have more time/resources to iron things out.
but ye, thanks!

oh ye i meant like i don't generally strive for getting a lot of likes/reposts etc (big numbers). but due to how most of these types of sites are shaped, everything is kinda reduced to a number (so many numbers) and i don't vibe with that. Hope that clears things up!

Oh,i don't care much for big numbers. It's more about the general feeling of posting in a space where you see so many numbers and how that shapes the way you interract with the site. That's kinda like that for every social media site for me.
I do honestly like the no algorithm approach bsky has tho

nah, that's just me with any site where there's a lot of attention and a lot of ppl interract! It's less about raw numbers or engagement, and more just seeing the numberification of how ppl interract with you/your art that always manages to get to me.

idk sorry im ranting a bit here but i might deactivate my account here. Still thinking about it. You will be able to find me on FA tho, as usual!

...discussions, or memes or whatever. Idk im just kind of a private person i guess. I should probably work on being more open and stuff but a lot of posts on bsky or othe sm sites just remind me that im not really there yet and it just makes me feel kinda bad.

honestly i kinda feel like this whole social media thing is not really working out. I feel like i comparing myself to other artists way more than i use to and the numbers are getting into my head again. And like just, idk. I just feel kinda bad cuz i don't think i have much to say in posts...

I didn't have the aura for it unfortunately 😔

I love visiting the local thrift store

check out this drawing i made for @maplemash.bsky.social

I made it biblically accurate @saltypantz.bsky.social

Oh my fucking god

Anyone else really likes these fucked up horses?

imagine being this big lmao
for @dallasthegiratina.bsky.social

okay i've been busy for many reasons lately but one of the valid ones was making a wg sequence for a certain game update that you will most likely see in a few days
shoutout for @grotlover2.bsky.social again for their really fun potion game

-look so quick and breezy but also really good and complete despite all that.
They have a very “freeing” vibe to them in way idk how else to say it but i like your art a lot

Also damn that was a lot, sorry if that was a lot lmao

For what it’s worth, i always thought your art is really cute and i genuinely had some of your sketches in mind more than once when i was debating if i should post something or not cuz they-

And i bet there are probably a lot more people feeling similarly too. If there was a time where it’s valid to be kinda beaten down and tired, it’s probably now with all bs happening in the world too.
Man, I do hope you’re doing well regardless of all this bs.

It’s just… very tiring to be creative sometimes when you know that there are so many others out there who would blow you out of the water if it all WAS a competition.
Also hope i wasn’t just projecting my feelings over yours. And for what it is, it’s always nice to know that i am not alone in this.