it’s comforting and familiar. it’s like waking up from a nap while a movie was on and it feels safe with the person. i’m unsure how to interpret it!

i’ve been sleeping pretty heavily lately and having this recurring dream of waking up with my head in someone’s lap who’s been petting me. the room is dark with a blue crttv glow. i can’t make out what’s on. i turn to look at who i’m with and the dream transitions

had to finish strong

my favorite part of going to cards today was chugging half of a 2 liter of toasted rice drink in front of my crush who promptly followed up with “hm. that’s impressive swallowing.” now i’m dead! OH WELL!

showing off my makeup, which is black eyeliner in oblong and pointed shapes

full length mirror shot of my outfit: a black and white pinstripe button down collared top tucked into a high waisted black velvet skirt. underneath are my lacy hoochie stockings with shiny black loafers adorned by a silver wide link chain

are you staying late with me at the office to file some paperwork?

trying to make an outfit and look around revealing my new hair to my pals so naturally i’m getting ahead of myself 😅

highly recommend any NYX liner but on my budget I also run to the Wet n Wild breakup proof eyeliner bc it doesn’t let my watery eyes ruin my look and it’s sooooo inexpensive

i don’t remember who said it to me, but i once said “i guess i’m not for everyone” and the other person said “but you’re for me”

a photo of myself with my arms folded. you can read my “meatier” tattoo

wearing something tn to show off my arms and shoulders even though i’m very self conscious

“your arms are too big/shoulders too broad/chest too broad”

but i was really feeling good about my partner’s comment that it makes me look strong

nerve damage, bone damage, mostly deaf in one ear - all from DV. add to that just plain age and well, everything hurts a lot these days and serves as a shitty reminder of how all of these injuries came about

it’s started happening that when it rains heavily, my hips and knees from old DV injuries flare up and make it very painful to walk normally. stairs & inclines suck!

today was much harder than i’d like to admit

i don’t like that i’ve processed my trauma but it is with my physically in so many ways

looking off to the side and smiling slightly, i am showing off my long hair in curls. i have no shirt, so my top surgery scar is very prominent

i shouldn’t have to go to work when i look like this

is howling in right now?

can they bark too?

it happened again. different bus stop, different guy but he rolled down his window and started howling and yelled “DAMN, LEEEEEEEEGS! AWOOO OOOO OOOO O OO OO” and drove away

one of the spells i cast was amphibious downpour with a storm count of 11

i absolutely should have been stopped and yet no one could

idk who of my followers plays magic but you CANNOT let me have 40 cascade triggers

i spat out my whole deck after 5 minutes, proliferated to hell, drew too many cards and had no max hand size

my table watched in horror. all they could do was laugh and shake their heads

i was complaining to my bf about how being on t made my shoulders broader and before i could really gripe, he says “yeah, and it’s AWESOME. it makes you look so strong!”

🥺 well golly gee

a cartoon wolf in a tuxedo sits at a table with a cup of coffee ALT: a cartoon wolf in a tuxedo sits at a table with a cup of coffee

he literally pulled a

i no shit just got wolf whistled at waiting at the bus stop and the guy in the car started making the howling noises before driving off and i was just, yanno 🧍🏼❔

me grinning at the camera. i’m wearing neon green translucent glasses and my hair is in two very long braids

first day at work with the long hair, so i braided up for food safety 🙅🏼

got home from my meeting and napped after watching fifth element

banger afternoon

i’m colorblind and the text is like bright yellow against white - can i ask for a summary 🥺

if it ain’t half in me neither

i was having lunch with my friend after our meeting and we both kept getting approached about our hair color! all the comments were “how did you get it so vibrant/vivid, where did you buy your color” 😛 i love being treated like a shiny pokémon in the wild

eeeeeeeee 🙈💕

wearing a black shirt with a space marine. the text reads “trans people existing does nothing negative to your life you crybaby bitch”

ready to kill it at the meeting this morning 💪🏼

smiling with my eyes closed and making a heart with my thumb and forefinger

all braided for my first sleep with long hair

i truly feel so much euphoria over this hair style

showing off my new hair. i have long extensions in a golden yellow and deep black. they’re styled to be wavy. my makeup is a black oblong inner corner with a sharp wing and a blurred red lip

a photo of my hair before my new cut, which puts my hair to my shoulders

an after shot with the same sparkly filter of how the extensions blend in with my natural hair

this is what being rare feels like ✨

(before and after included!)

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