dude I’m always so scared of referencing ANYTHING in front of one if my friends because he always seems to be in every damn fandom (not that it’s a bad thing) and hes always like “oh! You’re referencing a meme from something you haven’t watched/played?? larp!!!” tf. pisses me off so bad.

i dont want to cut ties because i love them, but i dont Want to be friends with them if they are either. i think I’ll just wait until i get more confirmation.

just across that see, freedoms waiting.

this too

gnna take a clearer pic later in the week so i can color nd render it

#oc #transformers #transformersoc #wip

i think my friends are nazis.

Oh god I realized he has no form of faction identification..
oh well, I’ll add it later.

ici, voila
still concept art but I love him already

#oc #transformers #transformersoc

I think I should just shut up and agree with my friends like I always have.

god I think I ruined another conversation.

I think im gonna start drawing more mecha again. I really love transformers and I love the reverse TFO AU 🥰

-and I miss when I could call someone sweetheart. now I have no one and I know I’ll never get anyone to give my affection to anymore. I think I’ll start shutting everyone out because if no one wants to be with me anymore then they won’t even notice me disappearing. too bad I can only cry on weekends

does it even matter anymore? honestly. sure, I don’t want to just leave everyone behind, but im so tired of everything. I hate everyone and everything and the only people I do like don’t talk to me anymore and they always seem so annoyed whenever I talk to them. I miss when we were dating -

- want everyone to be happy again. I feel like I’ve failed because I wasn’t there enough for them. I’ve always been the one to go to for venting but now I feel like I failed at the one thing I’m good at. im so tired. i just want to die.

- friends hurt themselves. I can’t keep watching their mental state deteriorating. I hate myself for allowing my friends to make a ”problematic” account w(en he was really just hurting himself again. I never thought it would get to that and I’m so stupid for thinking that he wouldn’t. I just -

// vent

why cant i be good enough. genuinely. i feel like all of my friends hate me, and i get why. i do. im annoying and obnoxious and narcissistic. im rude and ugly and i hate myself. i expose my friends to my mental state. i hate myself. i hate myself so much. i can’t keep watching my -

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saw this while in post-nut shame 💔

I was gonna post art, but I just got a wave of debilitation. also, I want to draw on my goonmaster5000 exclusive Roblox account because sometimes it’s just better drawing there

that’s honestly completely understandable. ive gone through the feeling of having to post for numbers, and it’s not a fun thing. im glad that you’re starting to enjoy drawing more now since youve started posting less, though! your mental and physical health is more important than any numbers are.

Guys I just made a Roblox account, @wintergruff

wavewave has moved in together!! now the real domestic life can begin 🥰💖✨
#tomodachilife

WAVEWAVE PROPOSAL??! THE DAY IS FINALLY HERE 💖✨💖✨
soundwave fumbled but shockwave got their back 😭💞💕
#tomodachilife

awhh little baby

Illustration of a young snow leopard

Snowy day❄️

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My jabber / Janka obsession is getting BAD.

// self-harm

lol im starting to go deeper on my scratches because the end of tmr sewing needle that I was using before just broke off. They’re starting to get more visible and im kind of scared because I don’t want anyone to see, but im doing this to myself so whatever.

dont worry! you’ll get it eventually, and even now I’m sure they look awesome

happy early birthday ❤️

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