some days 2026 has me feeling like:

it’s the facade of quiet politeness that most koreans regardless of gender are taught to maintain that covers the chaos and confusion that really exists in a lot of personalities. very funny and entertaining seeing that lol.

i can’t quite explain why but in the most recent Hot Ones, Jin interrupting Sean mid question and saying “sorry sorry” and proceeding to scream multiple times is the most korean thing i’ve seen in a long time lmfao

just woke up drooling and yelling the word “pomegranate.” i can’t recall the dream i had before waking up but now i can’t fall back asleep cause all im thinking about is eating a juicy pomegranate 😭

a picture of Joan Didion with a cigarette in her right hand.

me when i use the word “steadfast” in my review comments in work papers at my place of employment.

Mariah Carey is stuck in my head today i’m in my element.

i just april fooled myself i thought today was April 1st and i was surprised i hadn’t seen any april fools posts and i just now realized it’s march 31 😫

some days you wake up and a catchy song or your favorite song is stuck in your head. other days the “Grease” soundtrack is stuck in your head.

the new BTS album is ok. follow me for more in depth and insightful album reviews 👍

just one hour everyday is all i need. just one hour to think about what i want to think about instead of what i need to think about. just one hour is all i ask.

happy bday!

whisper of the heart more like whisper of the fart am i right

fire type miku from project voltage holding a poke ball and looking intensely towards her next challenge. the pose and composition emulate hilda’s battle challenge sprite from pokemon black and white.

happy miku day !! 🩵🖤🤍🧡

i think the worst autocorrect blunders i’ve had typing in twitch chat on my phone were “i watch hot foxes” instead of hotfixes and “double team raunchy” instead of raichu.

i don’t care how many reels i’ve seen with just clips of Leon Kennedy in RE9 set to that Usher song, i’ll watch and enjoy every single one of them

My hands are shaking.....
Am I addicted to yaoi...?

in the meantime i’ve compiled the 7 songs i’m thinking about the most today:

1. Landslide - Fleetwood Mac
2. When the Day Met the Night - Panic!
4. The Only Exception - Paramore
5. luther - Kendrick & SZA
5. Northern Downpour - Panic!
6. Something Comforting - Porter
7. breaking news - flowerovlove

it’ll probably be some time before i feel content with a final version of my list of 7 songs but i will probably have filled pages in my notebook by the time i’m done.

the 6 other songs i’ve gone back and forth with, thinking about when i first listened to it, why i keep going back to them, and it’s resulted in a lot of swapping. i’m having a lot of fun thinking about all these songs though and have really fell deeper in love with some of them as a result.

i can’t think of a better way to boil down empathy and how simple it really is than this lyric. i think about it constantly: “I wish you could know what it means to be me
Then you'd see and agree
That every man should be free” the song performed by Nina Simone absolutely is a masterpiece.

one of the things i’ve been pondering the past few months has been a list of 7 songs after i heard a podcast about this. a simple prompt about 7 songs that have meant a lot to me in my life. One song that undoubtedly makes the list for me is “I Wish I Knew How It Would Feel To Be Free”

i was telling my coworker that i’ve been rewatching episodes of ‘New Girl’ and he goes “Oh… like just by yourself?… alone?” yes dude, i watch that shit gladly on my own volition in my apartment alone while eating takeout on a weeknight. can i just talk about shit without catching strays 😭

i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again: trans rights are human rights.

i need to go to sleep maybe tomorrow i wake up back to my normal modern life and not this bizarro state of mind i can’t even put into words lol. i blame the moon or the stars or some external force. if there ever was a day in my life i felt like i was being Truman Showed, it’s today.

from the moment i woke up, nothing has made any sense to me today. thoughts running through my mind i can’t make heads or tails of why they are happening. people telling me things i can’t comprehend with my mortal brain. i need a hard reset for my brain man what is going on lmfao 😭

text from a person with initials “NH” saying that we should meet in the country of Kyrgyzstan. also says “Up to u guys”

trying to solidify plans but there’s always that one friend in the group that casually suggests the most inconvenient place to meet

sorry i can’t hang out right now, im really upset over drama i remembered that did not involve me in any way and happened to people i’ve never met before.

if there ever was a thing in this world that could convince me that the potential heartbreak of a love reaching the end of its road is enough not even try, it’s watching Lindsey and Stevie just stare each other down performing “Silver Springs” live together.

listened to both “Rumours” and self-titled this weekend, there’s something special about the Stevie Nicks songs on those albums. that woman feels with 110% of her heart.

Art of Ophilia Clement from Octopath Traveller

Starting my FF Ambassador stream art thread 💖 Started off strong tonight with Ophilia Clement (Octopath) for @grouchobarx.bsky.social