friends joking I've been treating unemployment like a full time job cus I've been busier than I ever was when I was employed 😅😅😅 tried out a bunch of new things and picked up a few new hobbies 🙂

too many hobbies and things to do now, depression can't hit a moving target

fgc -> ffxiv -> mtg retirement pipeline is actually so fucking real bro

my life feels sooo full right now aaa loveloveloveeeeee

sooo much legwork goes into hosting a party wtf but I'm also SOOO EXCITED AHH!!

it's wonderful how freeing it is to surround yourself with people who match your energy

omg was this good I WANT TO GO..

wait I low-key have a secret talent for picking karaoke songs lmao

I just miss feeling strong and I want to be able to bench as much as I did in college again. the weight lost along the way is a benefit (but lbr I also want to be hot xc)

all that plus upping protein intake via better food and also shakes now.

I'm happy with my progress and consistency has been one of my strong points so I'm not too worried about counting calories or macros.

realistically speaking, I don't even need to lose *that* much weight.

I also go to spin at least 1x a week and pilates 2x a week! I want to get in exercise up to 6 days a week, mostly because I am bored but I need to figure out a hair wash cadence lol

it's honestly crazy how much I always want to go now, rather than seeing it as punishment or a chore.

revisiting this as a progress check-in, I've been sticking with consistent exercise for 2 months now! I've changed up my routine substantially since july, I got a gym membership and I'm getting back into weight training along with cardio 4x a week.

spin instructor shared that she did color guard in hs (and I think we're the same age) and while relatable I wanted to die remembering that my peak physical shape was 12 years ago lmao uuuuurrggrghhh I miss band... I miss DCI... :<

it's been a tough year and there's still 4 months left (⁠´⁠；⁠ω⁠；⁠｀⁠)

I hate that exercise believers were right ughhhh running every week and trying to do 2 pilates classes weekly and then trying out spin too aigooooooo

cardio sucks ass but seeing improvements after 3 days is poggies... icandoit icandoit icandoit

im so embarrassingly out of shape I want to die but we must persevere

my goal is to get physical stamina to the same level as my mental when I become afflicted with brain worms.. surely eventually I can get there..

brainrot week fr... farming fork as much as possible.. phai-chan on the brain.. we must continue to loop...

ok got all my shit out of old place in record time... 9 day turnaround I AM TIREDDDDD but we continue to downsize.. ragggh

I just want to be done with moving already grrrrrr..... tomorrow...

feels like I had to rewind life a bit too much but it is what it is.. just want to own a house to put all my shit in man lmfao

somehow it's making me feel like I'm having an existential crisis lol

having moved pretty frequently in the last decade I'm not sure why this is the hardest I'm getting hit with like, "damn humans just own too much stuff"

i was a bit worried after the week 1 debacle wrt how things would play out this tier for me, but overall ... it ended up being a net positive :3 happy with how things ended up. onward to whatever's next!!

we obviously are not a real sweat speed team with lb cheese and what not, so these results are basically just from pushing ourselves to play as best as possible within the time we had

it's still early in the tier but this is basically end of season for us, very impressed with this team. went from "right place at the right time" for initial clear to very rapid weekly improvement, we also only raided like 2-4 extra hours tops after reclears so i'm very happy with the results!!

iwa chan fanclub strong!!! casual speedies!!! we did it for our queen!!!

somehow it's the most on brand thing for me to have protagonist debuff and have to create a relationship chart to make a decision.. wehhhh LOL

ok this is a promise to myself that after this coming reset I take short break from xiv and play minimally bc I can actually feel my wrist disintegrating grrrrr

are nice eyebrows really going to be what do me in on m*ds/m*re 💀💀💀 aaaa