In other words, keep your eyes peeled for a fic about 5 times Buck secretly visits Shannon's grave and the 1 time Eddie finds out.

I don't mean to alarm anyone but I think...I might be back. At least a little. I started writing a one shot and...carried on. And now I have over 4k and am actually half way through. I thought this day would never come

I wonder if my neighbour has any idea how many times he's pulled me out of a depression spiral just by having a laugh so loud it pierces my walls, and so jolly there's just no way not to smile when you hear it.
I hope he has all the good things. Thanks neighbour.

I just hurt myself so much wondering if Buck would have struggled half as much with his grief if he could have easily visited Bobby's grave to talk to him all 😭😭😭

Rude of them actually. Where was our invite to the island?

If anybody has seen my motovation to write, or indeed any skill in it I ever possessed can you tell it I'm sorry for whatever I did to make it run away but I would really like it to come home now. Head too full of fic ideas but I feel like my PC is laughing at me every time I go to write.

Genuinely i think this was the most obviously and overtly flirty moment since "you wanna go for the title". At least the little "you and that chain of command" and Eddie's little laugh right after.

People who are mad that "they didn't give us Eddie's reaction so the episode is bad" I need to ask you a question.

What reaction did you want?

Because I think that we did. We got all of their reactions. Their reaction was to jump in and help. To show up and keep showing up through the hard parts

I LOVE MY 118 FOUND FAMILY THEY'RE SUCH GOOD PEOPLE 😭😭😭😭😭

Okay. Gonna go cry myself to sleep now

We're only 10 minutes in and I already know this episode is going to destroy me

I will eternally be grateful to 9-1-1 for having Eddie's whole love for the "chain of command" made super explicit this season because it only furthers my sub Eddie Diaz agenda.

Got it back just for it to not play sound. Finally got it fixed but it seems to be a running trend that i have to miss 10 minutes of an episode no matter what these days

And my stream cut out and won't reconnect. Why universe? Why can't you just let me watch 9-1-1 in peace?

Ao3 fic summary

Eddie Diaz in front of fire truck for ABC's 9-1-1

Truck bed set up with blankets, pizza, snaxks and beers

Fic tags and details ao3 screenshot

Alert the presses, I actually updated a fic

Scared to Live (Scared to die)

Rating: E
Word count: 99,623
Chapters: 7/21

🔗: archiveofourown.org/works/623522...

Who knew Philip Buckley would make me cry in a sweet emotional way rather than with rage 😭😭

It's 5am, I have not slept and I entirely blame the lack of a bedtime story.

I know. New fic from a fave author had dropped in my inbox and I was like YAY bedtime reading. Then i clicked the link and had to dramatically fall to my knees (metaphorically of course, my knees can't actually handle that 😭)

Starting to take it personally that ao3 is down at bedtime for the second night in a row

All the Internet gays waiting for ao3 to come back online

check on your friends, you never know what they’re going through 💔 (ao3 went down on a sunday)

Agreed. There was a little niggling worry but there were like 3 seperate times in this episode that would have been the perfect time to set up a romance between them and nothing happened.

a person says fine i 'll do it myself in a dark room Alt: Thanos says fine i 'll do it myself

I can't believe it's been 19 hours since the episode aired and there isn't a single fic about the stitch and bitch group plying Buck with wine until he gushes about Eddie and them all colluding to meddle until they get them together.

I'm with you. I literally have a 5 page doc about how Eddie HAS to be younger I'm THAT passionate about it

My back hurts so much, I just want to lie down on the floor, but I'm at work. I don't even care if anybody sees me, I'm just worried that once I'm down there, there's no way I'll be able to get up again

Not only that, we had Eddie ask Maddie to bid on him, to avoid going on a date with a woman, from what was essentially a closet

It's so deeply parasocial for anybody to expect or believe they are entitled to know anything, including their sexuality or the specific label they use, about clebrities, or really anybody, and it astounds me how people don't realise how weird they are for it.

Photo of grid cover with the word "omega"

Can't even go to a 90th birthday party without fandom following me 🤣

👀👀👀

Really need someone to come stroke my hair and read fluffy fics to me. Is that too much to ask?

The fic I'm probably the proudest of is actually probably the one with the biggest hit to kudos ratio but it's fine because I know it caters to very specific tastes and that ratio tells me that those who did read it and enjoy it have most likely been rereading it too