When you love Sadako so much that you win her noodle stopper from online crane game even when you don't eat instant cup ramen to justify getting it 💕💕💕

It's been brought to my attention that I have an insane ability to detect an earthquake before the sites update with sensor info when indoors 👍

I'm talking intensity of 1, even less since my prefecture is listed but my ward/city did not even register it but neighboring ones did.

Also maybe a special debut during golden week!!

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Upcoming streams TBA during Golden Week!! 💐

We'll be replaying Fatal Frame 2, but with the newly released PC remaster! This will follow my one sitting playthrough tradition of the series!

Maybe art and Tomodachi Life 2 or Silent Hill f after! 💜

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Made the mistake of replacing the 6mo old mattress because I didn't realize it had coils and wasn't a full fledged memory foam one...plus it was hurting my back, and I was no longer getting deep REM sleep...

Now I sleep so soundly, remember my dreams, and struggle to wake up early now.

Sigh

Wish they didn't waste my time, esp in ranked

PS, I will never stop instalocking White Fox because I'd rather be a good one and lose than watch a bad one and lose anyway.

When people spam need healing and think I'm throwing the game as White Fox with almost 20k healing and 13k shield.

Great dps plays, having less final hits/dmg than the tanks and letting the shark go after grabbing both healers with its ult during last point.

Get over yourselves, you shitty dps.

Passed the Japanese written driving test.

On to the practical! Record intact, I havent failed a test!

I never want to leave this place.

Waking up to this sight heals my soul.

I can't timezone, thx

Days are hard. Timezones are even harder lol.

Have a good birthday to the fiancee!!

That's Feb 21, Fri 10PM GMT so I think that makes it 11PM for Germany?

Also, a stream for 2026?!

Yes! 💜

The best birthday present ever.

I'm cherishing this one night of feeding and sleeping with capybaras.

Life's been pretty brutal honestly, I've been rejected by a lot of companies. I needed this break.

I'm almost certain this sign means alien abducting children zone.

Godddd, I'm going to fail the written driving test. There's so many math problems and numbers.

I wish I got to take this before they made it impossible for foreigners.

I started therapy again.

I just cried for an hour.

But I felt so much better.

She's a shit manager.

My old managers were actually fucking human & wouldn't dock me for shit because they have empathy??

I'm fucking unmotivated, my company disregards my doctor notes, there's no sick time.

I think my level of performance is pretty fucking apt considering.

Manager told me shes docking my performance + I need to come into office.

- sole income, can't afford unpaid days
- hospital 3-5/mo + blood/labwork
- forced on a project I didn't want to
- vision throbbing + nausea when exposed to light
- a mental breakdown every day

Cut me some slack. Fuck.

I forgot I scheduled the driver license conversion written test THE DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY.

Actually, I went in Oct. The soonest was Feb 13, and by that, I mean, the nice guy did his best to schedule ASAP before my US license expires on Feb 14.

If I survive, please fund my crane game addiction.

Well, the fees exists for even Japanese citizens. They're just used to it. And how their doctors are. For most Japanese citizens I know, they've never considered how it's not great at times.

I know we like to shit on US Healthcare but I'mma be real.

My doctors there were willing to work and share info. They're willing to consult on cases and accept labwork done by others.

I wasn't charged 30-40 USD for every referral letter, doctors note, or prescription either.

I just got handed a prescription by the hospital, told me to go somewhere else to get it filled, and then come back to them to get injected.

Like fuck you? You knew this was happening 2 weeks ago, you couldn't have acquired the drug AS A HOSPITAL AND CHARGE ME??

And I have to repeat it in a week.

5 hospital visits and it's only January.

I'm so fucking tired.

This fucking hospital is pissing me off.

It's terrible & morbid but sometimes I wish I had cancer instead so I actually have a chance of being cured instead of dreading the day I finally lose my vision to this chronic illness.

I might even die on the immunosuppressants, the treatment.

At least I've lived the best life I've been able to.

I got rejected for the job I wanted.

I start immunosuppressants tomorrow.

I'm depressed, addicted to crane games (Japan's dangerous), and unproductive at my job.

I applied to 5 more jobs tonight.

Please feed my depression, addiction and health care 😭 Donations via kofi, comms via ko-fi/vgen.

I found my Mexican food spot.

Bless this restaurant for existing in Japan and near me.

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Not me being stupid anxious and telling my physician that I didn't want to see him on my birthday.

INSTEAD OF JUST SAYING THAT I'LL BE OUT OF TOWN FOR MY BIRTHDAY, which is accurate...

I miss web 1.0