well my 30th bday today sucked. It really opened my eyes and its just hitting hard. But at least my cats gave me love today. Just what I needed😭

cannot believe I’m turning 30 in less than 2 weeks. it’s making me more sad as it gets closer bc I feel like I’ve accomplished nothing in my life so far. i never even been in a relationship either and i have no friends bc everyone just screws me over🫠

just finished cyberpunk and kaiju no 8. guess I’ll watch the new jjk episodes cus idk what else to watch😭

thank you!!! ironically, the one cat i didnt post is named Luna🤣

Some recent pics of my cats. I love them so much😭

damn I forgot about this app

feeling so isolated from everyone and everything and this feeling just sucks

I really wish things would start to get better already. Ugh

i learned to never feel 100% confident that someone will stay because every time I feel that way about someone, they leave when its convenient for them.

one of my all time fave romance movies, this one and the notebook always get me😭but theyll always be my faves

ugh yeah people keep letting me down ): and aw thanks that means a lot!🫂I appreciate the support sm💓

on the brightside, I did get yankees vs mets tickets for my bday at least. pumped for that

every single plan I had this week fell apart and my family just left on vacation today without me. I really don’t wanna spend my birthday alone tomorrow but I guess I will make the most of it. 🙃

really tired of being excluded from things lately ugh

few days late but happy bday to my babies! Can’t believe you’re already 3😭

i’m so over this rain, it’s rained every day this week and like a lot too

Love how my work tries to take advantage of me and I don’t let them and now everyone’s pissed and I’m the one in the wrong somehow🫠

thank you sm it means a lot😭🫂

I really just don’t know anymore. My family is falling apart and all my friends have distanced themselves or ghosted entirely. I never felt so alone in my life.

damn, i miss calling w someone and just texting all day w someone in general too

can this killer headache go away ugh

ikr end of an era😭it’s crazyyy

used to still go on the Vent app for nostalgic purposes up until the other day and now it says this when you open the app, damn now its really gone lol😭

just found out that my dad is being scammed $2k from someone across country in Cali and plans to move in with that person. what’s worse is that he doesn’t believe he’s being scammed! I cannot believe this rn

I care too much about the wrong things

i really miss talking to someone all day, everyone replies days later to me which just suckss

the urge to disappear keeps increasing every day fr

really hurts not being close to a single family member. hits harder in times like these.

my mom accidentally put my
phone number on a suspicious website and now for the last few days, I’m getting spam called multiple times per hour by 30-40 different numbers and I’m going absolutely fucking crazy.

damn I miss having something to be excited about in my life.