i mostly only write stuff down when i feel like absolute shit and i worry someone will come across this and get a very warped view of me as an individual

"it takes more muscles to smile than frown" sure as fuck doesn't feel like it oh my godddddd. forcing myself to smile in case it makes me magically happy and it is Difficult and Awkward

as in shit Has felt circular for years and Now it just feels like the up bits are so so very rare. but the lows aren't like the worst ive had so i guess it's fine

shit feels so CIRCULAR except atp the circle is more of a singular constant fixed point with occasional outside distractions

no matter what happens i know i can always go back to feeling the Same Bs As Ever when im done 💪💪💪

she mean on my mister till i mustard

she knows what she does best!

TODAY i went on a mental health walk and saw a pheasant . i felt better for the length of the walk but now that i am undistracted i feel much the same #rip

immm SO happy all of the time and nothing is wrong with anything #affirmations

i dont know if i have any in </3

here is an old man photo i downloaded from the 'intern net' several weeks ago

i am too sober to be feeling like this. wherefore art thou my beveraginos

alternate universe where things dont suck and the world feels like a totally fine place to be

i quite enjoy this "my new band believe"

therapist: so what's been inspiring you to keep going? me: sinkdog therapist: did you say "sink dog"? me, showing her a picture of sinkdog on my phone: sinkdog

actually so sick of it all UGH fuck OFFFFFFFFFF

me if i were woke: hi

bingo if it were woke: two women of indeterminate weight, number 88

queens of the stone age if they were woke (queens of the woke age): 6's & 7's

gay people be like: im gay

i did know who this was when i googled the name i was just not familiar with the 2 penis abbreviation. apologies

realest shit ever cant lie

where the fuck even is french canadia . they are two separate countries you fool

how come if i were a "cat girl" i would be part cat and part girl but if i were a "cow boy" i would be nothing of the sort ??

mansplain manchester manwife #woke

maybe the whole american "taxation is theft" shit is just cos they have to do their taxes themselves. i wouldn't be fucked to do my taxes myself if i had to really like if it was my responsibility id want them gone too. fair play

borat going through some hard times : " my strife " 😂

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i dont know who that is thats just two words for penis

as if anyone is paying attention LOL just doing it for love of the game x