like, i guess my point is i don’t think that degrades the quality of empathy or something, and i appreciate it (￣▽￣;) sry, a lil tipsy (>人<;) gaheheh…

thank you! i appreciate the sentiment… i totally get it! i am okay at maintaining like, friends-lite. like mutuals, replying to comments and stuff… but like being Fully invested in a friends, “call me in the hospital” way, its typically like zero to two people. i cant figure out an in between (￣▽￣;)

yes, that…!!! and like i roll over and show belly at the slightest provocation so i just don’t get it… like, yes, yes, you are the coolest, i suck more at x and y, i didn’t think it was up for question…!!! (>人<;) etc etc… hahaha (>人<;)

i’d have to ask her what she thinks next time we talk! but from experience she doesn’t like any term that breaks kayfabe that she’s a separate autonomous meat human… (>人<;) which uh… would be slightly awkward for me if i fully committed to… (>人<;) one of the few things she doesn’t get her way about…

thank you! yes, candy is my tulpa or whatever you’d want to call it. she doesn’t like the term tulpa but it’s the closest thing i can think of (￣▽￣;)

sorry if i haven’t replied in a long time… i promise i didn’t die and i don’t hate you, i’m just naturally kind of a loner and life experiences have been happening lol… (>人<;) i will get back to drawing soon… i’d like to be able to commissions lol… (￣▽￣;)

oh hey nocturno culto?! ah, the hardcore ish beat and vocals and perhaps elements of riffage combined with the blackened elements is really great… wow!!! what a great genre and track, ty…!!!! ヾ(｡>﹏<｡)ﾉﾞ✧*。

omfg that sounds fascinating to me and i’ll definitely check some out tyyyyyyyy ◝( ˙ ꒳ ˙ )◜ my background in bm has tended to be more raw bm oriented but the punky aspect to black thrash is super fun …. >W< i tend to like experimental stuff too so that’s intrigueing(sp?) aswell…

aww thank you!!! ( ͒ ́ඉ .̫ ඉ ̀ ͒) we have the same first name! that’s awesome!!! ヾ(｡>﹏<｡)ﾉﾞ✧*。 heheh

aw thank you wtf…

does anybody want to be really niceys to me

aww tyy! ヽ(；▽；)ノ

it just rained and i have half a 4loko and some bonghits in me and i went hah! and nearly started crying because i thought about how petrichor etymologically means stone + blood of the gods… like… yeah, dude, yeah, absolutely…

definitely one of the super obvious babys first black thrash picks due to how important the band is, but ive been thinking about what defines the genre ig…

like not in a bad way, just like… jon nodtveidt was in it, yk…? it has super catchy riffs & melodies while still sounding highly necro/occult…

Nifelheim - The Devastation YouTube video by Ulgarohl

i think the riff at 1:20 seriously compels one to move one’s head in time to the music… #blackthrash #blackmetal #thrashmetal youtu.be/3aec_K6PDmo

aww ty whaaa… also omfg based…???

thank you!!! yeah, same, haha… it was for the 100 day streak bikini pic. like maybe i’m just desensitized or something, but it didn’t seem particularly jerkable to me lol

aw wtf thank you T^T i would have thought anyone into my old art wouldn’t be into my recent stuff at all haha… i really appreciate it /w\

thank you!!!

i definitely wanna keep drawing, i’m just having life experiences currently, unfortunately (￣▽￣;)

i’d like to set up a self hosted blog with mastodon for the comments, but i’ve spent all my money on drugs and alcohol, so i need to do commissions first, but that’s after ive resumed regularly drawing

thank you! kuuruutan at baraag! i have a pixiv too but i need to dig up the details and start using it again…

unbanned for now… but i’m sure i’ll soon get perma’d for some old upload. like i don’t really feel like going through and censoring myself more than i already have here lol… (￣▽￣;)

omg yay adding it to the ol library heheh… it seems very good, the song i am trying is kind of mcr-ish even, that’s really fantastic for me, thank you!!! oh great screaming even… ( ꒪﹃ ꒪)

julie is so good idk why i didn’t get more into them sooner…… the like flavors of shoegaze except like heavier and more grunge is literally so addicting, my last.fm is a lost cause…

hahah yayy… i remembered it and then looped it about a hundred times over the past few days lol… and then i finally tried their debut, so now im addicted to thread, stitch…

youtu.be/V9VM1SI1uYw

it is truly demonic

City Of Nothing YouTube video by C3NTELL4 - Topic

youtu.be/zCkITnmONro

thank you, i’m sorry, i probably shoulda been a little more careful haha… (￣▽￣;) i really do miss it there, but, bleh, yea…

ohhh huh, well since it aired 19 years ago, i guess she’s actually 38 now, too. this is like how it’s okay for me to give candy steel reserve and bonghits because i first drew her in 2004, so she’s 22.

jesus fuck, lucky star happened almost 20 years ago…? ( ͒ ́ඉ .̫ ඉ ̀ ͒)