Ex showed up in my dreams in a way that made me relive all the frustration and resentment that I was carrying at the end of the relationship.

Fun.

Fun Jack fact:
Before my apostacy, my confirmation name was Patrick. I had been considering going into law or engineering. Patrick is the patron of both engineers and paralegals.

The more you know.

Fact: me hungry

It's a "why did I ever stop smoking" kind of day?

I love invisible injuries.

I fell while shoveling snow yesterday, and while it doesn't hurt nearly as much as it does yesterday, it still fucking hurts.

But when I look at my back in the mirror? Nothing. No bruising or anything. So I have no idea if it's getting better.

I have made a CRITICAL error in my snow storm preparations.

I did not get myself anything to drink.

This is awful. What have I done?

I love when the reward for doing my job well is other people's work.
Especially when it becomes real clear that they're not doing what they need to.

Funny? thing happened at work today.

Turns out I'm one of like... two people who wrote down some important stuff that we need for a meeting tomorrow.

So when I got home I had to pull out last years notebook, find where I took the notes, and then send it to everyone who *should* have it.

My water heater went out yestertday. Had hoped that it'd have just fixed itself but no dice. Had to clean up my apartment some and then call my landlord about it.

Thankfully I still have heat since that's a different system but no hot showers or doing laundry or dishes until it's fixed.

Took a cocktail of pills to make the pain go away (all otc stuff, safe to take together, normal dosages.)

Which is great but the pain shook me awake. Now I'm in a fun place: very tired yet my body is very much awake.

Woke up in horrible pain due to swollen sinuses pressing against my teeth. I hate being sick so fucking much.

Hi. I'm Jack.
I'm an old man in terms of being online.
This is where I scream into the void.

Do not ever retweet anything I post here.

Need to scream into the void for a minute:
There is an object on my desk that is causing me immense amount of shame.
It should not be causing me shame but it's a shame I've already internalized.

Hey there.

No idea what brought you here but I'm gonna have to ask you to leave.