i still show support and i help!!!! but the fact that others being un pain doesnt instantly turn me into the same feels weird
something something nature is healing ? empathy without self destruction? catholic guilt? lolol

lot of stupid guilt for being in a really good place mentally while several of my closest people are NOT in a good place mentally

a mother arctic fox with a blue scarf embracing her yellow and blue sparkledog son in a snowy forest

mother

wen problems happen that i cant solve

vhs footage of bunny jay, this time instead of being half white and half black, it has natural harlequin rabbit colors (orange and grey stripes), and its wearing black cargo pants and two belts, one black and blue studded. its sitting in a grunge esq bedroom with its back turned to the camera, its turning around giving a peace sign and sticking its tongue out. text on screen reads "last seeen alive", the date is december 14 2019. ★ art

still alive

remembered i had this colored forever and never shared

bad dog bad dpg bad dog bad dog bad dog bad dog

love having intense moments of RSD over literally nothing and spiraling into the floor and being overwhelmed first thing in the morning and wanting to fucking cry when the day hasnt even started yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

creature of joy

ppl need to be nice yo eachother :c

tumy hurt

it gets better

next yr im gonna be cooler than i am this year and ill just keep getting cooler till i die

soup

i like myself

dog who gets so overstimulated that he cant ficking function normally

oh theres the urge to vanish off da face of the earth again fffffffuuyyuy

kill

i h8 customer service sm

work suc

that winter mania be hittin

5am cat puke yyyyyay

thinking is scary, just good dog forever
u love me and i love u

idk whats wrong w my brain lol.

literally a bad person dont u know didnt u get the memoooooo

stop being cool and nice to me nobody should b nice to me EVER :)

someone should let me eat them alive eheh

HaHa its not a big deal. just. my panics :)