Just sobbed for 10 minutes, feeling this alone/isolated/unwanted sucks. I am not doing well and can only assume this is why people don’t want to be around me. I wish I wasn’t like this.

Big pro of masking besides taking care of the community I'm connecting with? Don't have to worry about RBF if folks can't see it 🤣

Never to late to put a mask on again, pals. Covid never left.

Feeling very <

i s2g the more my money gets played with the closer i am to snapping

work smarter not harder (I say as I continue to make things harder for myself)

Anyhow, constantly trying to tumble through the mental gymnastics of justifying my fondness of a person not equating to whether or not I have a crush on them is exhausting and I’m honestly fucking over it. Someone send me a gift certificate so I can get a massage for my chronic pain pls n thx.

Like if I actually was jealous don’t you think I’d be trying harder to fuck things up? Idk. Shits weird y’all. You know your own feelings best and that’s all I can say on that.

When someone tells you “oh you must be jealous” despite you saying you aren’t jealous it really fucks with your whole perception on people and your relationships to them. Like nah actually I just really care about this person but if that’s too difficult for you to understand then move along girl…

Me: *gaslights self into thinking I have a crush on someone*

I'm so grateful to have close friends that are so skilled in their craft & kind. They are secure in themselves & don't see me as competition. They're happy for me whenever something good happens. And help pick me up when I'm down. I'm so grateful to have these people in my life.

Finally being surrounded by artistic friends who actually practice their craft and support me as I practice mine is the best feeling in the world. I’ve never been so invested in my art before 💛

"The Internet is not real life" says area man whose mother-in-law got her new job in part due to someone buying and manipulating an internet platform.

would anyone like to be my first order in several days 👉🏼👈🏼

just gonna try to work as much as possible to get this last 150$ or so,& just see if landlords will accept day of

I'll check back in with y'all at dawn, please continue to reskeet and share it to ur pages and shop our stores!

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artbyshayn.com

#mutualaid #transcrowdfund

Hey friends, extending the Berry Fields Community Care to art mutual MagikBean, aka Thulani (no pronouns)!

Thulani and partner need $150 to make rent before eviction goes through on the 15th. Please share, and if you donate, you can let me know and get gift art! #mutualaid

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Someone send me dinner money please, I’m babysitting for this international couple at this swanky hotel downtown and the prices here are terrifying

White people truly be pissing me tf off lately

I literally feel like a helpless fucking baby and I hate it. I just want my body to fucking cooperate for like two fucking seconds! Is that too much to ask for?!?!!?!!

I’m so fucking done being disabled

I am so happy to be feeling so much better. I still have my days but at least now I can have my days and have them fully and just be supported instead of trying to shove it all down. It was so unhealthy doing that.

I am so thankful for the life I have created for myself after so much chaos, trauma, and loss. I love having people in my life who show up for me and take care of me. People who don’t act like helping me is a hindrance or “too much.” It’s amazing and refreshing and makes me feel alive again.

Good morning, I’m going to a local TDOV celebration today highlighting the global majority and I’m so excited 🩵🩷🤍✨

Waiting to testify in the Texas State Senate Chamber 😐

My body is in so much pain

For so long I was so afraid to say or mention anything because I felt like I would either be scolded or just flat out ignored and now I’m on my way to a much better place. I’m definitely not perfect and I still slip up but I’ve been getting better and better.

My life is filled with so much good now and I’m so happy about it because even when I’m suffering I know I don’t need to go through it alone and I can reach out to people without feeling like an inconvenience or like I’m gonna be “too much” or a burden and I just think that’s magical.

Anyhow I’m sleepy and don’t wanna work, send money for coffee and a pastry please n thx 💛 linktr.ee/butchtwink

Fell off my scooter yesterday but I’m doing pretty okay aside from some swelling and soreness. For the love of all that is holy: USE YOUR DAMN TURN SIGNALS!!!

“My war cry is a squeak” is most def my favorite! 💛🐸