i'm so done with work. i got sick at my recent shift and had 2 go home. i feel kinda bad, but i'm experiencing the worst burnout. i just wanna bedrot all the time. i don't wanna quit my job tho, i like having money. ugh, choices :(

i fasted 4 at least 20 hours, i'm a little rusty doing that. it's hard 2 do since i work nights and i don't wanna get weak during my shift, fml.

i myself am a fat fella, i dont need bullies here.

another dni thing i 4got 2 mention is do not interact with me if ur fatphobic or bully ppl just because they’re fat. i won’t knowingly interact with ppl like that, so stay away from me if u find enjoyment in bullying others like that.

Started my first fast after not doing it in a hot minute. I'm 175 lbs and I'm trying 2 lose it all be4 the end of summer. time 2 lock in ♡

also cause i’m a bit socially anxious, i hope it’s alright that i used the menhera and jirai tags 4 the communities here, i wanna learn more abt them and surround myself with other ppl struggling mentally so i feel less alone.

i wanna find more ppl i can just exist sickly with.

˚₊‧꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ #ventacc #ventsky #obslove #yansky #yandere #shedsky #jiraisky #menherasky #caterpillarsky #edsky ˚₊‧꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

this isn’t my first rodeo on the caterpillar side of things. i wanna be sick 4ever over here!

i am taken irl, but i’ll likely only talk abt my self ships here.

polyam, not looking 4 other partners rn.

i’ll talk abt concerning relationship dynamics here. (obsession, encouraging mental illness, etc). these r just fantasies i like.

there will be 🪒 discussions here.

DNI / DNF

• minors. im an adult and im uncomfy interacting with ppl under 18.
• non vent, yan, jirai, shed accs. this is a vent space only.
• if u know me irl or think u do. i’m very uncomfortable with that.
• if ur against self shipping. i will be talking abt that here.

looking 4 moots in the following communities:

• shed
• ⭐️ve
• caterpillarsky
• obslove/yandere
• jiraisky
• vent accs
• similar communities

i’m still learning abt the jirai lifestyle and community, but i’m looking 4 other ppl with similar mental struggles 4 comfort reasons.

• call me angel
• adult
• he/it

• vent/obslove/disordered acc
• mentally ill self shipper
• big time 🍃💨

i’ll discuss topics that may be upsetting 2 some here. this is my personal vent space, it’s where i could just be myself. i use a typing quirk, tho it’s easy 2 figure out imo.

PLZ READ THIS BE4 FOLLOWING/INTERACTING !!!

as a heads up, i’m very pro-recovery, i just don’t feel like getting better right now. this is subject 2 change.

if vent accounts make u uncomfortable, plz just block me an go on with ur day.

♡ / ↻ 2 be moots

DNI IF U KNOW ME IRL OR THINK U DO