i need something to trigger me ..

11pm & i’m currently craving an iced mocha coffee w whole milk, cold foam & vanilla cookie butter syrup 😩

28 with a bmi 28 <<< 😭😭

liquids only ❗️

finally slept w my crush & i didn’t cum 💔

the girlies that get it, get it 🙂‍↕️✨

tired of waking up alone 🫩

thank you all for surviving 2025 ♥️

lmaoo i always forget that i’m technically not supposed to be alive & you just helped me remember 😭😂😂

introduce yourself with what almost killed you

hi .. i’m acute fatty liver failure, severe depression & a toxic, abusive relationship mixed with a couple of kidnappings

i’m soo fkn sick of seeing 170 on my scale 😵‍💫

literally feel so sick to my stomach & idk if that’s a good thing or bad thing 😭

unintentionally been omading lately & been having the urge to purge hoursss after eating — we’re soo back 🤭✨

last purge of the year 🤭

it’s that time of year where everyone is posting their befores and afters from their new year’s resolution and i’m still a fatass

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no weed no blades no drugs and trying to keep it together

A cigarette would fix me (it wouldn't)

only took 2 but should i take the last one or wait ? 🥴

cleaning my digestive system before the new year ✨🤪

i’ve actually been extremely frustrated/ angry for a week & thought it was my period, but my period ended yesterday soo wtf is going on !? 😩

i’ve been so angry today .. i need to either yell at someone or punch something 🙁

🙂‍↕️

craving strawberries 🫩

can’t decide which one i want to use 😵‍💫

you didn’t have to scream at me 😒

lowkey wanna start purging again 🫠

wait, no way!? i knowwww the suffering is real 😩😩 i need to stop taking my tuna in water for granted because i never realized it wasn’t sold in other states 😭

i’m adding my two cents — i get tuna in water & mix it with boiled eggs, relish & mayo to make a tuna salad — literally could eat 4 sandwiches in a sitting 🥹😂

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may the spirit of locking in possess me as january 1st approaches