oh,,,it wasnt that bad, my voice was still shaking but it went okay :)

i deserve some stardew when i get home me thinks

alright here we go ig ehhhhhhh

ugh it looks like its mostly men,,,,

almost my turn,,

my heart is in my throat jfc

Fearne from Critical Role, a satyr with green hair sits with her monkey Mister and does her hair

Fearne🌿
#art

turns out too that i might not know if im approved for a few days after this either so im gonna be ridden w anxiety for the whole weekend,,,,, :3333

so turns out i might be going before my scheduled time bc someone isnt showing in our batch,,, great great,,,,

#spiderdads
“betrayer”

im scared of my voice,,, i know that bitch is gonna be shaking oh my goddd

shitting my pants currently,,,,holy fuck it sounds like im gonna cry after this based on everyone else’s reactions to their critiques,,,,

okay i have like an hour before my presentation,,,, im dissociating so bad rn

im getting slapped w the horny cai/tiktok combo rn, im not gonna be able to speak right in a few hours if this keeps up 😭😭

anyway i got a kinda halfassed script, im gonna play some stardew to calm myself down a bit

do i need to listen to music while i sleep again ??

how are people getting 90k minutes on their spotify wrapped ?? i feel like i listened to a lot of music this year but i only got 34k

its just a 15min meeting but im still losing my goddamn shit

release me from this prison, i cant believe i still need to make scripts for myself at the big age of 22

i keep trying to tell myself that i’ll be fine tomorrow and that im not gonna get ripped to shreds but my public speaking skills and coming up w responses on the fly are my biggest downfalls

not to mention that im the last presenter and i FUCKING HATE going last

Reader x Trans!Miguel drabble.

If you’re my husband you didn’t see this.

just trying not to throw up at this point-

jfc im so fucking stressed, im trying to get this painting to a good place for tomorrow but i have less than two hours left to work on it and nothing it working out,,

anyway time to go back to working on my projects

got too caught up in trying to get money in stardew that i missed harvey’s birthday,,,,, im so sorry, my beloved, im the worst partner

JUST A LITTLE BIT

well its abt to go dormant again, its too empty here and my feed keeps giving me stuff i dont care abt LMAO

youre acting like you werent gonna do that already 😭😭

i’ll never truly escape that hell

its bad how excited i am to get back to twt, i miss my pookies, i need to thirstpost heavily where i know people will see it

i’ll try going back friday afternoon or whenever i find out im good to graduate

like i say to show me less stuff like those posts but it just keeps giving me more ???