yeah i had to lower the chorus an octave sorry lol

practicing vocals again. it's a little rough but i like it. this is the cinderella grey OP.

thank you 🖤

i'm making a new album but i feel bad about releasing it. i don't think people should listen to me or care about me anymore. i think it's good but i feel like a poisoned well. unworthy of anything at all.

sorry for not making any art in a long time, i feel guilty for calling myself an artist. but i've deteriorated to a point where i can't really make anything, i can barely think. i mostly stutter my way through conversations and spend hours sitting alone, feeling alone. sorry.

...are they good?

ty ;w;

hey good news, my psychiatrist changed my meds. hopefully this will make me feel better and i can work again :-)

i'll probably finish the ultraman vid in the coming month but after that i really need to talk to a medical professional.

i haven't been able to properly sleep in like 2 months and idk what's causing it. might be the meds? but it's made working on anything nearly impossible. i feel guilty about putting the channel on hiatus but i'm really not doing well lol.

her hand gets more pawlike everyday

maria remedios peña | Patreon art

www.patreon.com/c/mariasupport

hey, i relaunched my patreon as a life support page. i don't know when my channel will return. but if you want me to not die, please go here. (link below)

just letting y'all know that i took the patreon down. and i'm ceasing production of videos and things of that nature. i've just been dealing with a lot and after many health concerns i think i'm about ready to stop. i currently don't have a job so idk what i'm gonna do about money but yeah.

hey, i'm not really doing okay anymore. i think i might shut down the patreon and other stuff if that's okay. i'm about ready to call it. i don't know if i can finish the next video.

my very simplistic drawing of Illyasviel von Einzbern from the Fate series, a short white haired girl wearing a long coat and a hat. an arrow is pointing to her labeled “Weird Bug?”

I don’t draw but I wanted to draw illya

View of a grassy path next to a canal. Trees and houses fade into the dense fog.

View of a canal from above. It proceeds forward into the dense mist, overlooked by trees fading into the grey.

Had a nice foggy walk home the other morning.

im a fake fan because the only draken ive played is drakengard 3... and it's squeam

ultraman sneak peek #1

wish i could go back in time and teach david lynch how to use gmod. bet he would've made some crazy ass machinimas

teito monogatari is so good. i highly recommend the akio jissoji film.

guy who just found some old origami paper voice: many of you would fold in this situation

they should put saber in sonic racing and sonic rumble. I think saber and sonic would be good friends for a plethora of reasons. sega would make a saberillion dollars.

the new video might take a while to fully edit, since i've been having trouble sleeping and working. i will try to get it out within a reasonable time, but pls be patient.

finally got to the episode where ultraseven gets crucified

what the hell's going on here?

i've been rewatching this recently so i drew some fanart.

Sometimes someone posts "54% of US adults read below a sixth-grade level" with a snide, implicitly self-aggrandising comment attached and it really bubbles my piss juice. Low literacy is a failure of system, not personal responsibility. Nobody chooses to be illiterate.