That would be wholesome as fuck

Today I had a meltdown over Dan cutting bread too loudly.

In a not so shocking realisation it’s nearly my TOTM.

Finally got back in the gym for the first time in two months since my injury and work being out of control. I have concluded I miss being strong.

And that was before I was a manager 😅

This is still an improvement from last year, as last year I had worked every weekend over a six month period and I was in hell…

12 closing shifts in the next month 💀

Christmas season is going to finish me off 😭

Thanks Mel 💜

*autistic scream*

Bday claws ✨

We shall pretend I didn’t order the wrong size 🤫

It really doesn’t feel like it should be my birthday in three days time tbh

Had so much stock delivered today I could’ve built myself a house out of it 😅

You’ve got this!!!!

He said what kind of PC spec and detail can you give him?

He can probably figure it out with more info.

I will consult my sister she had a very good method for this and her plants arrived safely in her new place ☺️

I’ve text him. Poor man might be slow to reply as he’s very jet lagged but I’ll let you know what he says 😘

Be sluttier

You know what really annoys me? Some people in this world don't need glasses to be able to see. Do you know how damn lucky you are? Fuck you

I can consult Dan on this if you like! What are you trying to play?

I’ve listened to Hilary Duff the entire journey back to mum’s. Needles to say I think I like her new song!

The delivery is done. The stock room is tidy and recruitment is finally up to date. Here’s hoping some of the interviews I have on tomorrow are successful 🤞

Why yes I did do three hours overtime tonight to prove a point when my boss returns from annual leave.

The level of stubborn I become purely to prove a point is actually quite impressive.

Managed to find some music to distract little man from the fireworks

Using this very rainy day to declutter the flat and I’m finding all sorts of funny things

Sorted out my hair 💇🏻‍♀️

They put a disappearing post feature on threads. Is it available to me? No no it is not.

You mean to tell me I’ve been putting off changing my GP as I was panicking about a shared care agreement issue.

And my psychiatrist is like no Lucy they just transfer it across.

Guess it’s just my autism fearing changing doctors after 12 years of the same doctor then 😅

My gran starts treatment soon and the whole family is feeling on edge.

Work has been quite stressful.

And the pre birthday dread is starting to set in as it does every year.

I have been stuck in wait mode today due to a number of things with time constraints. Anxiety is through the roof and I have pretty much no energy to blunder through what I have to do this evening.

If anyone is wondering how I am just know that today I had a meltdown because Dan was making avocado on toast too loudly.

I feel like that rather neatly sums up my current mental state: overwhelmed by pretty much anything