I keep putting off bc I spend the first 3 hours I'm awake just trying not to puke, MISERY

if i can ever BREATHE long enough to stop choking and almost puking, i wanna stream, but damn

Damien has posed me to get bad news in like 2.5 hours so idk if I'm streaming today

I slept SO HARD ok ok I have um......minimal time now but I'm gonna figure out if I'm streaming here or my alter ego while I shower and get breakfy

ya girl went "I'll sleep til 9!" and it's NOON

SHALL I GET BLASTED AND DO STREAM ONCE IM ACTUALLY AWAKE??

HAPPY 420 EVERYONE

hoping I feel like STREAMING tomorrow I've been so sick I'm TIRED OF THISSSSS

TIME FOR SOME ART~!!! not 100% sure whats on the docket i just need moral support to get some work done!!

www.twitch.tv/holythrenody

#pngtuber #artvtuber

highkey doing really bad but maybe rambling on stream will help lmao im like stuck in a fucking ptsd freeze since this morning and its genuinely so annoying like
gurl just stop dissociating and WORK jesus im so annoying

👀

lil stream soon make me get things done lol

im not procrastinating why would you say that?

35 mins after I should go live lol it's looking like no mic art stream

3.5. I play puzzle pirates on the totally dead ocean

I ran out of room lol

it's 10:20 edt now
I'm planning to go live @ noon
#perimenopause has hands today and I started my hell period that might kill me, as I call it.

what do I stream?

1. no mic art, I take song requests
2. chaos art commentary, I take like 3 edibles for the pain so it's true chaos
3. I play some game

restoooock!!! #weed #grön

is it transformative to live critique a bootleg if there's a good amount of stops for commentary

it sounds really bad :(

ugh I wanna stream today lowkey I have a project to do, but then I remembered I wanna listen to this Lost Boys musical bootleg B4 it gets nerfed

😔 heavy is the soul who wants to make an informed opinion!

sorry I'm sick and being confrontational I'll sequester myself to my gooner war games now 😔✌️

if u have a problem with me complaining Abt lack of Yuri in the Yuri game fandom, my receipts are it's been my fave video game since 2008 when none of y'all liked it LMAO

rest assured when I'm no longer trying not to vom or pass out I'm drawing Yuri bc why's there a Yuri drought for rule of rose??? the YURI GAME.

Animation by Curie Lu.
www.instagram.com/pepefei/

I just feel miserable. it's so hard to stay positive with this I literally feel like Im dying

I HAVE a rabbit hole to go down it's a wild one

bleh bleh bleh have felt AWFUL the past few days. insomnia is kicking, I feel like SHIT.

would y'all want a no mic stream while I try to catch up with work? or maybe just a stupid chatting stream where I go down a rabbit hole?

its my favorite video

Kaeya ft. Jean YouTube video by Genshin Cosplay ASMR

WELL OBS HATES ME AND CRASHED AGAIN
SO THIS IS WHAT I WAS GONNA SHOW YALL B4 I LEFT
youtube.com/shorts/YaOYw... >:/

Twitch Twitch is the world

ITS TIME TO WORK ON MY #live2d MODEL!! LET'S GO www.twitch.tv/holythrenody

I NEVER POSTED MY NIKKI PAINT WIP anyway ive now redone like half of the color bc i hated it but heres whAT I MEANT TO POST LIKE 3 DAYS AGO #originalcharacter #wip

Most people don't use AI. We really need to hammer this point home, because the pro-AI people keep insisting that everybody is using it and it's normal. It's not. It's not normal. It's for depraved idiots and grifters.