I really need someone to tell me my anxieties are wrong.

Are the XposicoreX Youth Crew dorks from the 90s all doing real estate and bitcoin now?

Set Your Goals

A big ugly fuck you to Google and shit American standards for scientific information.
I got a kid here who cannot use a search engine to start research for a simple pH science fair experiment because results are all polluted with bullshit diet scams.

Protect your libraries, gang.

Especially THAT ONE

Trying not to waste too much time thinking about all the places I can never go back to.

Rotating door of disposable labor.
Workers die faster, breed faster, and no need to perform any maintenance.

I moved so many fucking times in my life that I forget what I sold and what I kept.
But look who was hiding in storage since 2003

#thrash #vinyl #murderofrosaluxemburg #punk #posthardcore

" oh right, this is an existential theme and you don't escape, you just endure and enjoy the small wins..." is usually the vibe I go with.

That's big central PA speak.
In Philly we say "a minute"

My world culture's teacher in high school introduced me to how fucked up it is.
I could only imagine being fucked up was the point.

That's your fantasy narrative that you will beat to death to make the world cater to your weird damage about children in public.
Go to therapy, weirdo.

You are making shit up again. Your hang up is about children in public life, not objective instances of neglect. You have to fabricate dramatic scenarios to be taken seriously cause you know your knee jerk reaction to children is wrong. 🤷
Get off the internet and develop coping skills.

"Hello? Police? Can you send someone to olive garden? I think i heard a child make sounds and I'm so disturbed 😭. Please send someone to tear this family apart😭"

It's cute how you came here to act out the entire thesis of this article.
Thank you for the demonstration.

Kids will go to restaurants and if you don't like it, stay home.
👍

Again, you just invented that all by yourself.
You are out here reaching for excuses. All of that exists in your head. It isn't any one else's problem but yours.

See, this is the level of ridiculousness people have to go to create the 'bad parent' narrative.
You invented all of that and expect people to also invented defenses for it.
Your narrative is bullshit.

I don't entertain the 'bad parenting' excuse in this context.
Children making noise and having age appropriate, but inconvenient, responses to stimuli in public is not abuse or neglect.
People have to make up exaggerated hypotheticals to blame someone for what is just a normal part of public life.

Oh I am absolutely looking all the way down in people who "don't like kids".

People who don't know how to interact with kids? People who don't want to have kids? Don't want to babysit kids? Etc

That is not the same as insisting the world bend to shelter grown adults from children existing.

It absolutely did. And I don't buy the "it's all just hormones " excuse.
Bitch, you erased 90% of my identity and ostracized me, alone, with a baby for years without support or community cause it was not convenient for you.
That's real psychological torture kinda shit. Not hormones.

I was told, by people who otherwise fancied themselves proud social justice advocates, that I should put my head in an oven before I bring a child out to eat.
And was told that I was triggering people with childhood trauma by not respecting boundaries and bringing a child to adult spaces.
🙃

But it was more than five.

My kid was a calm and agreeable toddler. Didn't matter. The possibility that the toddler might toddler in public was already breach of peace and people preemptively lost their shit before the toddler ever had a chance to.

I did not count how many self identified "liberal" or "radical" acquaintances that went full Alex Jones on me for saying that, in my own experience, I faced more hostility in my life for being a mother than for being queer.
I was not making a broad comparison. I was making a personal report.

Cool. I can dissociate and depersonalize when I'm in pain and continue with whatever I'm doing.

MAYBE I SHOULD NOT BE WALKING ON A BROKEN ANKLE THO.

"I mustn't fear. Fear is the mind killer..."
Dope. I am now not afraid of swarms of hornets.

HOW IN THE FUCK DOES THAT LEAD TO ANYTHING GOOD?!?!

The litanies about will power in Dune absolutely played a huge role on my stupid ability to endure shit I should not be subjected to.

Fast lanes at amusement parks have killed amusement parks.

Not worth shit now.
Fuck this shit.
Support public pools.

Philly. Car batteries.

No it's not culinary but we have traditions.

My home will be stupid as shit. Nothing "smart" in it. Physical knobs and buttons. Nothing will sing.
The fridge? No mother board. The lights? No wifi. The stove? No error codes.
Just rawdog beepboop dumbitch garbage.
Even the people.

#luddite