and I’ve done it again and again. I’m starting to reframe it as a strength. It’s hard to let yourself get attached and let yourself feel intense emotions because pain will come and things will end. But the ability to know that and still do it anyway? Dare I say emotional resilience and self security
Time for a new one!
some of my fandoms/interests:
yona of the dawn
apothecary diaries
wwdits :(
avatar the last airbender
the dragon prince
shadow hunters
acotar
cozy/fantasy gaming
sewing/crocheting/drawing
aliens/ufos
autism/adhd/mental health
sociology/human development/character dynamics
what even is it about Drag Path? Sure it’s good but it’s not usually the type of song that will make me fixate to the point of listening to it on repeat for hours on end for multiple days. It won’t leave. Every sound in my head is that song. Help.
A SAD SACK LAYING ON THE SURFACE
AS EVIDENCE I LEFT THERE ON PURPOSE
A DRAG PATH ETCHED IN THE SURFACE
So $300+ for medical insurance a month and then they suddenly start denying me a medication I’ve been taking that’s really helped me. cool cool cooooool
I can’t stay consistent with anything. Truly.
i miss you
A color photo of a delicate and fluffy white medium-haired cat sitting on a window ledge. They are looking at the camera. What makes this photo extra special is that the cat is backlight by the sun coming through the window, the light illuminating their fluffy hair making them appear so luminous and angelic.
A favorite from my collection - this luminous little one from the 1960s.
i’ve honestly been dissociating through most of what’s going on. i felt guilty about the dissociation, but i’m trying to give myself compassion. i finally had a good cry and realized that i’m checked out because i’m just heartbroken over what society is looking like right now. i just feel disheveled
TikTok had a massive community of #ActuallyAustistic people, likely the largest autistic community in the world ever. It included all ages and speakers and non-speakers.
It also had a large chronically ill community.
The potential loss of community for many otherwise isolated folks is significant.
basically working under this capitalist system kills my soul
Hi guys 👋🏼 it’s been so hard to find the energy to interact lately
Adorable 😭❤️
Back to work today. I want to vomit.
I often think about the tragedy of having to choose acceptance as a means of survival.
Finished this book several days ago. It’s the kind of book I just have to sit with and process and ponder for some time before I can really grasp it. I loved it, yet I’m so unsettled. Idk idk but I definitely recommend. <3
Feeling a sadness today. 2024 was one of the hardest years of my life and it’s difficult to see so many happy posts and reflections on the year from people around me ya know?
so basically
A handsome tabby cat sitting in a big white armchair. His ample belly is on full display and a fat polydactyl paw rests casually on his thigh. He’s relaxed and looking into the camera. #CatsOfBlueSky
Glamour model Joe, working his angles
happy new years eve mooties
being afraid of getting into a piece of media because you know once you start it, it will consume your entire life and every thought
I treasure my time alone during the late night hours so much <3 unfortunately I will always choose it over sleep
I think my only resolution for next year is to get weirder
