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Posts by JEKYLL🐾
makes me wonder what theyre up to theres gotta be some banger art rn
my watch genuinely does not track half of my steps so i wouldn't chalk it up to a physical issue id assume technical. maybe try tightening the band? i didnt notice a difference with that but idk. i worried for a while that i wasnt getting as many steps as i thought turned out i was getting double 😭
THANK U my mug collection will never cease
also new scale
having an ed and addiction issues is such a tease like oh ill smoke this za to forget about the foodHUNGRY. nvm i guess i'll drink this alcohol 5000000000 CALORIES and you ate a bunch while drunk and now ur hungover and can't exercise HA
ft coffee
dogboy breakfast
ignore the fact i cant click the tiny little skinny lines my mother was a lobster and my father was a crawdad
lol anyways
also went downstairs to grab dinner and first human interaction i had was being told ive gotten skinny we stay winning
> friend asked if i was hungry
> "not very"
> "you always say that"
> shows me the tiny plate she preemptively picked for me
how do u prepare it i kind of hate cabbage but ive been wanting to like it bc how much other people like it
breakfast is a pear an apple and a black coffee 🦟
just turned to stare at my coworker for eating with their fucking mouth open and to my horror i turn and this fuck has their thumb jammed so far up their nostril they damn near might as well be itching their brain to fix their piercing. words are useless to describe my agony
been being too fat since learning that i lost weight lord knows ive gained it all back. i just want the metabolism of a cookie monster pant woman injected directly into me
a day of
OUUGHH THATS SUCH A GOOD PRICE WTFFF i hope its a good investment ughh
OHH okay yea yea i totally see it now thank u lol
knowing entirely he'd look at my tweets and go "dude. just go to therapy and move on holy shit"
instead i start bawling my eyes out comically loudly to drown him out so i can keep wallowing in my little bubble where everyone is against me
i hope youre not disappointed that i'm still so theatrical and eccentric. i like to think ive gotten better with it. i wish the words i put thought into weren't so annoyingly shakespearean and grandiose to prove their worth. at least i dont say alas so much anymore. i wonder if you think of me.
i hope you're well though. if for some reason you've come back to the same place for the same reasons, i hope it isn't jarring that i still think of you so much. i hope i'm not still the horrible man you loved. i hope my distance is the best apology you could receive.
i wish we weren't the way we were. i wish we hadn't met when we had. i wish it wasn't easier to revert back to that spoiled brat screaming until he tires everyone out too much to keep telling him he's wrong and immature. i wish i had the will you have to improve. i wish i saw things the same.
i had a dream last night with you in it. you were proud of me. you were regretful that you'd left, even though i didnt want you to be. you told me you were sorry. that you hoped i knew it was because i was sick. you told me everything i wanted to hear rumble from your chest as i lay on it. it hurt.
however walking pads r goated and im jelly asf do update with how well it works ive been wanting to look into one