im trying to do this out of the goodness of my fucking heart but my heart is running out of fucking goodness. im so tired. i dont want to keep fucking doing this.

like my period started today im so completely exhausted and in pain and sitting in the car to drive hurts my back and hips.
but fine ill drive you to work then wake up at 530 in the morning to pick you back up. fucking hell

im so tired of being a nice friend and driving her to and from work every night. its exhausting.
"ill have a car this week" turns into "car needs fixed b4 i buy it, ill have it tomorrow" and now its "car part was faulty, itll be done by morning"
i know she helps w/gas but its still my time & energy

insanely ED coded plate i saw at the asian supermarket ... the side says "i love 0 calories" 😭😭

ty 😔❤️

i have been eating SO much the past week and ive been scared to weigh in but ik i need to

i gotta stop fuckin eating. why am i like this

ive been coughing up black stuff in my phlegm how fucking long is this flu shit gonna linger

oh he's !

every time i start caring about bmi specifically i just remind myself it was made up by a eugenicist 😭😭 dgmw i still feel wanting to see tiny number go down but it helps lmfao

i am my own f@tsp0

Need more moots as my mutuals feed is pretty much dead :(

> Star
> 19
> they/them
> pansexual
> 🍃 + ❄️
> neurodivergent
> bpd, ptsd + ednos

#caterpillarsky #edsky #hungrycaterpillar

tried to go on a walk but it was genuinely too bright for my light sensitive ass. i had to cancel the plan and just circle back home bc it hurt. i even walked w my eyes closed at some point.

its crazy how debilitating this is for me. daily light from the sun is too much. i need shades.

need a cig and to cry in the shower

my mom triggered tf out of me the other day (not intentionally, she wasn't even talking to me) but apparently she weighs less than me now... time to lock in 😭

kinda wanna go on a bunny diet and just eat fruits and veggies and like protein shakes or broth or something

oh that's sentient dryer lint 😭❤️❤️

sorry for being absent for so long. ive legitimately had the flu for 3 weeks and had to move houses during that. shit has been fucking stressful!!

bsky.app/profile/bunn...

i probably sneezed on one of yalls posts

so many of my mooties are getting sick... did i infect the tl ?? 😔😔 sorry guys

im trying m1ffy pls 😭🙏

ive always seen it said that if you dont allow yourself to take a break, your body will find a way to force you to take one! that's burnout babey!

anxiety and stress have lots of ways they can physically manifest, including twitches, chest pains, stomach issues, numbness or tingling in extremities, skin "buzzing", dissociation, etc etc.

they can especially show up this way if you tend to ignore or repress the mental symptoms of stress.

how to cope with the guilt of not helping someone even though if i did help it would probably worsen my condition??

i hate putting myself first it makes me feel like a bad selfish person

today my mom says "your dad tested positive for the flu"

woah so.... the ai was wrong... and the only way to verify the truth... was to do..... a medical test???? FASCINATING

my mom said "your dad's ai says we have covid" and then my dad followed it up with "yeah so i hope your concert was worth it"

first off. your ai. says we have covid. you needed to ask a fancy autocomplete ??

and second why make it sound like its my fault?? i didnt get sick on purpose fuck

there's some overlap with your already watched list but these are my saved ones. left is about eds specifically and right is just food themed documentaries or fear mongering

update pinterest 4 times and every first photo in the feed after the update is your aesthetic

hippie clothes and bnuuy ... yeah i guess that tracks

another iconic junk0r3x1c find

i want to start reducing my screen time and get back into my hobbies and reading. my attention span has gotten so bad recently, even watching a tv show is too much commitment. all i do is doomscroll and watch youtube.