Thank you so much!

This is one of those chapters I'm extra nervous about

I was really trying to make Lucifer haunt the narrative with the first generation of angels, and I'm not sure how well I pulled it off

#hazbinfanfic #hazbinlucifer

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I finally wrote the ploy fanfic for #HellRadio or #RoyalRadio
Ya know, the one with Alastor Lucifer and Lilith

I was super hesitant after the shipper drama I stirred up last year
I learned my lesson fam I tagged correctly this time!
Give my poor heart a break!

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Just wanted to draw Rune, she's so cool.
She's from The Devil's Deal by PetagueKillaboo!

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#fanart #hazbinhotel

This is amazing! The hair, the face, even her clothes you captured her so well!

I'm so glad you like Rune. She is one of my favorite original characters to write too.

Thank you so much for reading and this! Just wow!

This chapter is a little rough around the edges. Everyone is just doing their best to survive.

#hazbinfanfic #habzinLucifer #hazbinhotel

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Abandoned? Never!
It is kicking my ass repeatedly but that has more to do with the way I chose to tell the damn story
It's fun and challenging, but more work than I realized

Thank you for your patience and continued support!

Get this out of my drafts!
There comes a point you have to throw perfection out the window
This chapter fought me for months
Every word, sentence and scene
I'm too critical of myself to call it fantastic or amazing
So it's good and fun

#hazbinhotel #BAMFLucifer

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Its unfortunate, but I'm not built of iron
I'm going to take some heavy hits from time to time
Whether I like it or not
Getting back up will be tougher than I want
I'll want to disappear some days, I'll want to fight back others
It's a fucking toss up!
Being Bi-polar is rough like that

It's been an adventure to find the confidence to post again
I spent a lot of time debating on if I wanted to come back or if I wanted to dissappear into the ether

In the end, I decided I enjoy writing too much to keep it to myself
The big struggle for me will always be my mental health

Almost a year since I've written any long form piece for the #Hazbin fandom. I am cautiously dipping my toes back in with my first Omegaverse #Appleradio one-shot

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I am in fact still alive! I haven't rewritten anything for the #hazbinhotel fandom for awhile

This has been rattling around inside my head since the end of season2

I felt so bad for ##hazbinlucifer poor guy was going through it and then afterwards he was just kind of...left sliding down the screen

My favorite part of the #RunJinDallas concert last night is listening to ARMY trying to sing Music Shop during the karaoki section and only hitting the chorus

The BTS light sticks are amazing! Seeing them live and synced with the music is just a magical experience of its own!

When I finally got the help I needed, I had to retrain myself to write: high, low, in the middle

Meds aren't a miracle cure

They don't take away who you are at your core

They open the door so you can see yourself more clearly

Let's be clear, there's nothing wrong with enjoying those natural highs
Or creating during those times

That's not what I'm trying to say

The problem starts when it becomes a crutch. When I can ONLY write during those highs

And then there's times, I'll actually strike gold. Every scene works. The dialog is snappy. A chapter I've been struggling with is a breeze.

That high feels so good I don't think I can write without.

As a writer who's Bipolar:

Sometimes I'll write something during a high episode and think it's awesome

But when my head clears and I read it back, I'll notice the crazy

Damn, Babe. Did you take your meds? None of that makes any sense!

It's been a hot minute since I posted something for my BAMF #HazbinLucifer fanfic

There's a lot going on:
The fallout from Alastor's play date
Charlie finally apologizes to Lucifer
Cypher and Alastor finally get eyes on the Nobel
The plot thickens, peeps!

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I'm lost in the sauce!
For the first time in along time I'm writing an original work and I forgot how quickly you can go down a rabbit hole while researching to clarify an idea
Did I need to know everything about this very specific thing? Apparently...in great detail...through many many web searches

A month has past since I had to turn the comments off on this Fanfic You'd think the fires would have burned down by now but a comment came through on my Tumblr that just proves how passionate fans are with it comes to Fandom ships I'll just share my response to the person #Hazbinfanfic

It was and still is freeing and exciting

The best part is bringing stories to life

That isn't easy either but it's fun and a thrill and I want to keep doing that

Dyslexia makes it hard but like hell I'm gonna let that stop me

Unfortunately, since my dad was in the military, we moved away from that amazing teacher and the teachers I got after that could never hold a candle to what that woman achieved

But I never stopped writing

My earliest journals look like someone poured alphabet soup on the page

Glad you asked, Ranty Rae

It all changed in the 7th grade. Back then, I had a kindergarten level for reading and writing until my school hired a teacher who actually knew what the fuck she was doing. By the time 7th grade ended, she had my entire spiecal ed class spelling the 200 most common words

Because

I FUCKING LOVE IT!

If you couldn't tell by this ridiculous and completely pointless, and somewhat manic, rant, I simply love it!

I started writing when I was a kid who couldn't even spell the first 100 most common words in the English language

That's real specific, Rae, how would you?

Sometimes I write the end of my sentence first and the beginning of my sentence last
If I'm feeling really neruspicy I'll write part of the end in the middle, part of the beginning at the end, and the middle will show at the front
Real word salad right there

So if it's not easy, why do I write?

I fight for every damn word
I have a love/hate relationship with every spell check program in existence
I fucking HATE red on white
People look at me funny in the coffee shop with I use speech to text to spell the one word I finally got too frustrated with to spell because I actually stumped Google

And grammar they had no idea how lost I was on the otherside

The only thing I mastered by the end of my MFA was comma placement

Now, I write fanfics for fun and some readers have mistakenly believe that shit is easy for me

Just change this, no big deal... Big deal bucko

I got a MFA in Creative Writing because I took the teasing too personally and thought a Master's degree would prove something

It didn't! Being a Dyslexic writer in a MFA program was the worse! If my teachers thought they were confused with my sentence syntax

Oh! That word seems to have the right number of letters in the right order AND it matches the definition
Must be it!
30mins later you found the word! Only 10000 more words to write for class

It's a miracle I made it through collage... twice...

But you know it can't be those words because you at least KNOW the definition of the word you want to spell

So you search with the definition and end up with another list of words Where you spend another 5 or 6mins trying to remember what the word you wanted to spell LOOKED LIKE!