…i was left speechless but was about to ask him why he was doing that. he saw my reaction and jokingly asked if i’m scared that half of my dorm would see that but i didn’t really react or either murmured that i’m fine.
when i left to the dorms, i eventually thought that i’m full of filth.

this week i let this happen again btw.

trigger: sa depiction
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i’ve met him after a long period and everything was okay until i had to leave. he gave me a tight hug, basically grope me, he had a heavy breathing and then started to caress my face and hair. i was really frightened…

yep, still thinking about his huge influence on my life

thinking on concept for a third-year movie…
having no clue how this is supposed to work

не мешки ворочать

also im making a documentary for a course about s3xual assaults i’ve been going through for a while as a teen/ adolescent and the more i dig into the past, the worse my spiraling gets

i kinda blame myself for being quiet and loyal then but i had no other choice because of loneliness

okay, i’m kinda getting closed (as friends) with my supposed crush and i feel slightly terrified about that….

uhhhhhh

пиздося

participated in a photo project… slayed

a silly cartoon train full of mutated circus animals happily choo-choos down the tracks, the steam coming out of the engine forms the words "THIS SUCKS"

aaaaaall aboaaaard!

i think that Lee JungJae has turned my bisexual panic on… apparently

#GiHun #SquidGame

obsessed with korean middle-aged men lately…

we’ve truly lost them… oh well—

i’ve developed a crush on an actor of gi-hoon from “squid game”……….. even if i thought i’ve grown over my k-pop hyperfixation

מה אני אעשה אם יש לי היפרפיקסציה על רוק ישראלי וזה נותן לי המון השראה????77??7?

>forced to think about the third year movie
>actually thinks on concept for the final one

also, i kept working on the character for a concept art course

planning to make a video game as an assignment

yeah you can tell how much i love listening to music

Yeah, also this. But mostly, I used subscriptions twice or so just out of curiosity whoever liked my profile.

Idk, at first I used them because I barely knew anyone in the country and it kinda helped me on these terms.

as for dating platforms, something really disgusts me about them. especially, the fact that the most of people are looking for a poly relationship and my last experience with poly was quite traumatic.

not judging anyone, this just doesn’t work for me well, sadly…

well, i don’t think i have a crush anymore, but yet still, i clearly have fun talking and discovering them :)

most likely, i’m still not ready for a relationship and there’s plenty of fish… just not in this country… yet.

Fairy miku my beloved

What i do during and after class as an animations student instead of doing my assignments :)
#hatsunemiku #vocaloid #pokemon #animation

i’ve made a documentary about an artist i hugely adore for a course and it went surprisingly well… i even loved shooting myself somehow

(i’m just really shy)

Journey In Sinnoh !
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#pokemon #pokemonart #digitalart #fanart #piplup #арт #скетчи #покемон # #pokrmontrainer #pokemonoc

a character exploration for a course assignment.

meet lilach (lili) who’s about to conquer the world with all her sassiness!

and no one has notified me about it before 😭

turned out that the loop i’ve made as an assignment last year was screened today at the local animation festival ON A BIG SCREEN…

somehow it feels really flattering

Quote with your star art💫
#clown #oc #originalcharacter #ocart

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