the fact that legislators are trying to say that computers are devices that require id verification and tracking to use should put fear into EVERYONE. FIGHT AGAINST THIS.

Commission for Yuuki

#diamondwolfart #furry #furryartist #furryart #anthro #monster

Doodles ft mine and @rowdymushmutt.bsky.social 's sona <3 Nothing like cuddling enough to leave face feature-indents on your loved one
#fursona #furryart #lynxoc #felineoc #oc #ocart #ocillustration #study #digitalart #shipart #procreate #furryoc

If you wish to continue seeing my art i recommend joining my server! I still talk and hang out there as well. My time on my socials in general will be limited (minus maybe one or two scheduled post).

Thank you and hope to be back soon! (Hopefully feeling better too)

Life update for clients: I will be taking a haitus from april 1st– april 30th for the sake of my declining mental health.

Its becoming increasingly difficult to focus on work in these conditions. My time online will be limited. I will still be active on my discord discord.com/invite/Z2uxu...

With all this said im going to be taking a hopefully week long haitus. I need to reset my mind bc i went down a awful rabbithole of triggering content last night so im doing bad.

Im scared ill find my trigger here as well so ill be MIA for a bit! Ill be active in my discord tho (link in bio)

To the point i genuinely cannot function like... AT ALL. Like genuinely feel like a hopeless, dooming, mess who believes she has less than maybe 2 years (10yrs be nice) to go on.

I wanna live btw, these sre simply my thoughts speaking. Believing smthing i genuinely wish i didnt believe

Im pretty sure most people dont look at a word out of context and feel a tightness in their chest simply bc they assiocate said word with their trigger, right?

Like ima assume thats not a NORMAL thing to feel lol

Im also gonna assume people despite it all, arent as obsessive abt this like i am

It sucks because, sure, as bad as the world is rn i dont rlly want this disorder to make me feel even WORSE. Or if there us hope, id least like to hang on.

It doesnt help specific words cause heart palpitations/sheer dread simply by looking at them. Atp i need therapy and BAD.

The absolute worst thing ive come to realize abt OCD is that no matter what, anything can lead up to the trigger/scenario in my head i have convinced myself is real.

Ill purposefully seek it out and research for a "truth" that isnt certain. And then cry abt it bc im convinced im doomed

I finally got in touch and will have an evulation for my OCD soon + treatment!

My thoughts have been absolutely horrid especially since my trigger is related to some the current things going on in this world. So you have that + my trigger = me thinking im gonna die lol

Been miserable but trying

The moon 🌙
The sun ☀️
The stars ✨️

#lunalatteart #fursona #furryart #sona #oc

Tyy!

Just a collection of some of my sonas ive had for awhile, from my old main sona to my truesona and wc sona

The moon 🌙
The sun ☀️
The stars ✨️

#lunalatteart #fursona #furryart #sona #oc

Just a reminder that they still intend to do this, dont let the backlash die down, keep cancelling your subscription.

bean!

Emergency ;; < ;;
My friend needs help affording cat food and is selling their charas for this goal ($3/freebie to $36)

Purchase here: toyhou.se/~forums/13.a...
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funnybunny is keeping my OCD at bay for the time being (may i find therapy soon tho)

Digital painting of video game character "Alucard" from the Castlevania franchise. He is sitting crossed legged on a throne, holding a glass of wine, or perhaps blood.

I dont rlly care much on it tbh. Its nowhere near as like problematic as like human x feral so i little opinion on it.

Plus werewolves in media would just be human x anthro wolf anyways lol

I WILL make blax real when i wake up

So donothon was fun~

A headshot of a sphinx character showing off a sharp grin.

Abusing my friends OC to try new stuff

I should be asleep rn but my brain feels heavy as im thinking about things and slowly realizing the pattern is OCD.

😭 like upsetting to the point i cried bc im like... overthinking things i shouldnt.

I may just do the virtual therapy for now bc it'll be something. But the cost woof... 💀

I DESPERATELY need to find a specialist so bad. So much of everything i worry, think, and experience (from my biggest trigger to past events in my life) feel 10x worse bc i ruminate in them without even realizing and why.

My only option atm is virtual therapy which is fine but not preferred

realizing i most definitely 99% have OCD and have it bad has given me a sense of closure i didnt know i needed and yet frustration.

Closure that all of my ruminating/overthinking and obsessive worry has a face. Frustration that finding proper therapy is now a challenge.

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Ik i could def block them back but im the type of person who doesnt block people unless they genuinely harass me. Even if its drama i dont rlly block people, mostly ignore or just co-exist with them.

I just find these instances to be like...odd and goofy behavior to me.