i am done with Self Care It is time for Others Harm an animorphs style photo of a blond girl turning into a cheetah

think of how both inconvenient and disorienting that would be

i'm just imagining that bottom looking up at the top while hes getting his shit shoved in while his vision does a 'some random guy rapidly yanks the shutters up and down on the only window of the room' the whole way through

i obviously don't know how that description translates into how cis-women experience getting railed, but like, what do these female authors imagine prostate-stimulation to feel like when that description implies the visual black-out of a really good orgasm to be the go-to response to a mere touch???

nothing screams 'cis-woman that never talked to a queer man before in her life' like an author uninronically using "the spot that made him see stars" to describe the inner monologue of a cis-male bottom getting his prostate beaten up

This is my way of saying that a little non-committal smut is underway.

Bi-Pedal Wolfs, knots, men assholes and cum-flation, man. Can't escape 'em.

so, uuuuuh... anyone up for the most random drop of an incestuous, underage historical A/B/O One-Shot that my brain shat out in one sitting?

Noooo, don't worry. This is just my Muse doing parkour between my Hyperfixations. Once she pivots back to Monstersmut, there'll be nothing hard for me to pick up about Oathbringer, I promise! Just can't promise when she does, she's a dreadfully mercurial lady 🙄

yeah, so, this one aged like milk. about like a week after I posted this, my muse did a violent heelturn and ever since, I have been working on the next historical ABO adventure with near religious fervor and haven't looked at Oathbringer once since.

Indefinetely postponed it is once more

a man with his eyes closed says it 's fine , im fine , everything is fine ALT: a man with his eyes closed says it 's fine , im fine , everything is fine

this may sound like I'm complaining, and I am, but not really. its just as much fun as hell as it is tedious

also, I need to know every valley, pass, and basin that'll be crossed by name to be able to arrange the story around it properly, so I'm not even anywhere NEAR done researching for me to be able to construct the framework on which I can build the freaking story

"can't you just google that?" you might say, and well, yes I can, but you see, my brain retched up a story where the common California/Oregon Trails aren't going to be the trails that'll be part of the narrative

do you ever just sit at your pc for five hours painstakingly studying and piecing together the multiple different trails that were used to get from Kansas to California during the Gold Rush from almost 200 year old maps because your brain wants the next historical ABO-Venture to be about cowboys

gotchu

hello just dopping in to say that the work on the last act of Oathbringer has been going slow but steady! looking like it'll drop within the first quarter of the year~

Some Princess Mononoke fanart featuring well... a large portion of the cast. Just for fun and because it's one of my favorite movies.

Princess Mononoke 🐺🌳

A little update on why I decided to put this series on hold for a while

archiveofourown.org/works/655138...

one last time

archiveofourown.org/works/652423...

HOW TO RIZZ UP A DILF
This has a 999% chances of success btw

Featuring @hexedcoin.bsky.social & @repzz.bsky.social

Would you look at that, this story is also still alive 😩

archiveofourown.org/works/655138...

fourth ones up ❤️

archiveofourown.org/works/716140...

suprise Kinktober drop for that one cock-vore fic that has way too many clicks for what it is

archiveofourown.org/works/640624...

Banana doggo #painting

like, if even just 5% of readers out of 10.000 hits finished the story and liked it, which does not seem like a high number at all to me, there should still be 500 kudos. and i consistently see that number of hits barely crack 100 or 200 kudos.

when have people started to become so stingy with giving kudos on ao3

also, penultimate TGWCT chapter 😭

archiveofourown.org/works/652423...

third chapter is up btw, just forgor to post here

archiveofourown.org/works/716140...

Someone's screenshot of a two-post twitter thread, from user blue (@bluewmist): the fastest way to kill motivation is to make your identity depend on the outcome. it's called ego involvement. when failing becomes failing as a person, your brain starts avoiding the whole thing. not because you don't care, but because you care too much. you don't need lower standards. you need less self-worth tangled up in your goals. the work gets easier when it's not about proving who you are.

Found this on the AO3 subreddit, and I'm about to let it change my whole life (or at least work really hard to internalize it wrt my writing).

Antishippers are stupid