Update on apartment living on my own it’s been pretty good so far thankfully prices haven’t gone up so I can take the time to save before it does if it does
only issue is having to walk 1 hour to work each day and then back again unless I wanna pay 15 bucks for a damn Lyft

I haven’t been here in a grippp but I feel great today :)

But ima get a monthly haircut make sure I do my hair daily, meditate (that’s another thing I gotten into recently and I love it) take daily walks just simply enjoy life I’ve been in doom and gloom mode this past 6 years and I hate it ima take care of myself instead of just rotting away

Which simply ruined my mental health, health in general since I stopped caring about taking care of myself but this has to stop ima do many things to fix myself bc I spent these past 2 years trying to repair the self hate I felt inside without actually getting to the root of the issue

This year I’m taking my mental health seriously starting with my wardrobe Bum city over here I need a whole new style bc this bum casual attire ain’t it honestly miss my style back in 2018 but ever since 2020 I simply stopped caring how I looked which spiraled me into not caring about anything

Do u ever just think some shit then think of a counter argument but then be like damn I’m wrong

will admit though world building for me has been quite the journey, constantly making new characters empires, kingdoms, dominions, cities factions, clans, sects worlds I just can't stop Lmaoo my favorite country so far though is United Guilds had a bit too much fun making that lmao

the way i see fantasy fiction's limits is simply the limit of your imagination you can be as creative with how the world is made how the people behave how society is if there's magic how magic controls or co-exists with the world its hella fun and my ass never run out of fun shit to write Lmaoo

the thing I love about fiction, especially fantasy fiction you can make your own rules especially if it's an entirely new world. Sure you can have politics and such but it doesn't have to be earth's politics. Honestly, it wouldn't make sense if it's another world to rely on earth's politics anyway

Life update: finally moved in yesterday and a mf excited 😆

Moving day is today I’m excited as hell!

Free wifi I have a washer and dryer and yo there's a freaking balcony! Best believe ima get a table and two chairs before I get anything else 😂 and omfg it's only 475 a month bruh for a 1 bedroom and lord that bathroom is huge! 2026 is looking great!

Might be moving soon and I honestly can't wait though it is going to be quite a shock for me since I'll be living on my own for the first time I usually lived with my bro but now I'm all on I'm own and I gotta say the apartment is dope!

Ayee keep it up bro! I bet 2026 gonna be even better!

The thing I hate about writing is accidentally naming a character after someone I know by the time I realize that characters name is so engraved in my head I can’t see them with any other name

left work at night and I immediately see a big ass LOOSE dog running up and down the street fast as shit like he's patrolling his block yep I hate outside the entire walk home i'm edge not tryna get attacked that!!

I need to stop assuming and start knowing

you hear him squeaking, panicking and you're more concerned with the crumbs on the ground tsk tsk yall pose to be family... anyway Bye just felt like complaining about these mfs bc now I gotta deal with this shit AGAIN but this time I'm prepared... yeah this is long I have alot to say lmaoo

Help me

okay ima end with this bc yo mice just didn't care if their homies was trapped in a glue trap they just ran around homeboy he was taking too long with the food deliveries so a new mouse stepped up leaving him to die sad cant trust no one man Lmaoo ik their eyesight is ass but...

wanna know why Im writing this now cuz mice season is almost "over" and I usually keep glue traps everywhere in my room just incase and Guess what?? one of them traps disappeared and I found it behind my bed with a dead mouse in it
you know what that means... I get to relive my nightmares Yay :D

Anyway yea glue traps aren't humane yada yada but the stress them mfs gave me... erased any fucks I could have left for them... domesticated pet mice im cool with Wild nasty mice tearing apart the crib peeing everywhere so their "home" smells nice tf?=giant insect idc anymore I dont... Fuck them die

or until much later when their irritating smell strikes and now my hoodie is cover in dead mouse scent and glued to it. GAhh i hate it i nearly jumped when i stepped on a glue trap that actually had a dead mouse on it

let me tell you how annoying it is not knowing where all my glue traps are because the mice keep moving about and even getting my clothes trapped to the glue trap this shit got insane especially if i didn't know a mouse was on a glue trap until i heard the squeaks

mice on glue traps if their legs are free and only their body on the glue THEY CAN STILL MOVE i cannot express how terrified i was when when i saw one of the glue traps move bro that mouse was mobile! squeaking everywhere
and omfg i almost stepped on the glue trap barefoot!

when that trap worked i had quite the issues i didn't expect:
mice trapped on glue traps... probably the worst way to go tbh since they either die from starvation or suffocation depending on where Or you can just take them out of their misery yourself (my bitch ass ain't do that)

i tried to use all sorts of traps and it just felt like they were making fun of my ass one trap i used were glue traps but dear lord it was the most successful trap because i bought many and placed them in various areas they ran around even placed obstacles to ensure the trap works and bruh

never really dealt with rats so i cant be sure lmaoo anyways regardless i hated dealing with mice bruh that first month I totally panicked i had a lot of clothes on the floor so when i realized I had mice in my apartment i freaked out and threw all them clothes away -_- could've just washed them...

thank you god it was mice and not rats bc mice they're scared of humans so scared in fact that just looking at them cause them to be afraid and they run back to their hole rats not sure if this true but rats aren't afraid of humans and you'll actually have to move around them for them to scurry away

bruh, having a. mouse infestation was the worst last year not only was it my first time dealing with it so a I didn't know what to expect and had to research mad shit about mice but them bastards stink and carry germs they had me sick for weeks just for existing it was a terrible time

Highlight of today: minding my business walking through the snow then boom I fucking slipped and laid on the ground for a little too long just laughing at the embarrassment as ppl nearby asked me if I was okay 😂 damn I hate winter