I hope so! I feel your struggle so much. Sending love 🖤🖤🖤 If you want to talk about anything, I'm always here!

I'm losing my mind. I swear I heard April's meow 😭😭😭 I miss you April

Hint: I will be doing something old sometime in August whenever I get my sight back 😉😉😉

At least my hair is looking good! Second time styling it since my curly cut. Finally embracing my natural hair. 2+ decades later 😅😅😅

In case anyone was wondering how our week back from vacation went:
1- #2 and I had hfm from last day
2- #1 caught it Sunday
3- #1 was up for 2 days
4- my only pair of glasses are gone so I only have my sunglasses to see until 8/12 when my new glasses come in (my eyes and astigmatism got worse too)

At least my hair is looking good. Second time styling it since my curly cut. I am FINALLY embracing all of my natural hair. 2+ decades later 😅😅😅

How is it I've gone a decade in the childcare field before I had kids and never got hfmd and on this vacation BabyToast and I get it on our last day 🙃🙃🙃

Very sad today is our last beach day and vacation day. But we had a fantastic vacation. I even got my beach nap cuddles from the BabyToast (who is not a baby anymore but I still haven't come up with new toast names for them) @ryetoast.bsky.social

I got my first curly cut right before we started moving and never had the time to actually style my hair because we'll, we were moving. Tried to style my hair for the first time today and it looks so much better than before I had a curly cut. It really does make a difference lol

Getting some writing done on vacation! Enjoying the cool morning breeze and some music. As well as all the hugs the boys decide to come give me.

I got my memorial ring for April back 😭😭😭 I miss my sweet babygirl so much.

Where is everyone going to sell their handmade things over Etsy? Icymi: etsy is allowing people to sell concentration camp merch and blocking users who report sellers. So now I'm looking elsewhere because I was planning to reopen to merch come August instead of just offering my tarot readings.

Taking the day off setting up the new place and working on some details for one of the stories I'm writing. (we don't have anyone to watch the kiddos and Rye needs to get some yt work done so it's a much needed day of 'rest').

Cool cool cool. Hoping my kids will get to keep their medicaid 😭😭😭

Sometime in August check out my shop. I should be offering more than just tarot readings again soon!

Heat + depression + antidepressant + dysautonomia = bad times
Stay hydrated and stay cool folks!

Shout out to everyone able to go out and protest today! Thank you for playing a big part in this. Especially for those of us who can't participate today! #nokings

Eating salt and drinking powerades until I start to feel somewhat normal. It'd be way more helpful if I could gage how much salt to consume and space it out a bit better.

If there isn't, there should be a monitor that shows your sodium levels instead of glucose levels for those that are potsie or have similar dysautonomia issues. Because my symptoms are so much worse and I believe it to be because my sodium is so low but I literally can't tell how low and I'm just

A New Adventure Awaits! | HaM 1 YouTube video by RyeDoze

I'm so excited to fully announce, HAM! (Heroes and Misfortunes) A pre-recorded and edited liveplay DND campaign DM'ed by yours truly and played by @danseibert.bsky.social @davidbaron.lol @pastraspec.bsky.social and @mamatoast.bsky.social ! Episode one launched RIGHT NOW so go get in there!
#dnd

ToddlerToast got to watch his friends from his class graduate today. He's in an inclusive program that helps with his social development (as well as speech) and he won the fabulous friend award.
ToddlerToast and BabyToast need new names. ToddlerToast isn't a toddler anymore and BabyToast is now 2.

I got my hopes up too high for my boys' party coming up soon. So now I need to reset them lower and hope they love it anyway. And try my best not to be too upset about it.

Maaaan my chronic fatigue has been brutal this past week. I can barely get anything done because after 15 minutes I get so dizzy and exhausted I feel like I'm going to pass out ☠️☠️☠️

I am EXHAUSTED

Purple and pink butterflies and flower surround the text "May is Pre-eclampsia Awareness Month" "Mama Matters" is underneath (I believe this is the content creator's name for the image)

Around this time 2 years ago I was admitted for induction with BabyToast for pre-eclampsia. I was constantly being monitored for it for almost 3 whole months before I finally tested positive for it. Any soon to be mama's out there, listen to your body! If you don't feel right, advocate for yourself!

Nooooo stop 😭😭😭

Not me being over emotional that today is the last day BabyToast is 1 😭😭😭 my sweet lil monster baby is 2 tomorrow and I'm not ready

I love my gift from my boys 😭😭😭 shout out to @ryetoast.bsky.social for helping them make it 🖤🖤🖤

If you look carefully you will find me and @ryetoast.bsky.social 🤣🤣🤣
(I obviously stole this off their fb page)