I think i'll roll with the assumption for now.
Try to keep a positive outlook and keep moving forward, a day at a time.
I still feel like a lot of "me" is missing these days tho.
I wonder how much of that is the trauma and how much of it is age...
...
I don't like that old symptoms are showing up that I thought I had "outgrown", but with things being so different now, i'm not disintegrating over the fact it happened.
I wonder if it really is the result of me healing, tho.
I used to be terrified of it happening.. but things are so different now.
I'm not in trouble.
People aren't shouting or blaming me for failing to prevent something i had no control over.
And i still managed to make supper for folks without it happening mid-task.
I had a couple of 'lost time' episodes today.
I've been in a high-alert mode for so long, i had almost forgotten what it was like to have one.
Mentally blinking out of existence just to snap back in hours later...
Its disconcerting, but i'm in a safe place now.
The Onion has successfully acquired Alex Jones’ ‘Infowars’ after 17 months of legal battles and has debuted its new logo.
It will be turned into a parody of itself, with the support of the Sandy Hook families.
👀
🥺
*has cereal and goes back to bed*
Infowars/Onion combo logo in rainbow saying “I support the onion’s hostile media takeover.”
It’s finally happened. After 18 months. Finally, a media merger you can root for.
Anybody have experience using one of these patch kits?
It says we gotta heat the end of a dowel rod with an iron, but how hot do we get it? We don't have an iron. It just says "place tip against hot iron for 2-3 minutes"
If elites were being assassinated for allegedly being in the files (even if they aren't), it'd probably coax somebody in the know to release the files to dissuade the assassins from killing them too...
I laughed
Food banks are not part of a safety net. they are proof we do not have a safety net.
Oh no, more of the furry game ad >_>;
Still disappointed there aren't dragons tho
>_>;
<_<;
*random thoughts of a Flux Wildly suit*
*headtilts*
Even toys need owners..
😏
*opens telegram*
*sees over a dozen furries arguing about incinerating toilets*
*closes telegram*
Nope.
Just nope.
I don't wanna know
People asked how we got here, check out the drawing...
youtu.be/nXdVG45wveo?...
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Flour comes from a plant, sugar comes from a plant, and chocolate comes from a plant.
So, basically a chocolate chip cookie is a salad.
Thank you for coming to my
Ted talk
Here’s a feed cleanser.
Dogs catching treats.
plushie and pooltoy snuggles
Many non furries believe that you need a fursuit to be counted as a furry.
I'm not here to talk about them.
I just talked to someone who owns FOUR fursuits, who insists they aren't a furry.
You are talking to an inflatable pink dragon online, if there is a clearer safe space...where is it? 🤦♂️
If corporations are legally persons why don’t they face the same kind of punishment when they commit crimes?
Infograph about censorship. It compares it to magnets.
Sorted my thoughts about censorship, so I can stop thinking about it.
This post is me letting folks know whats happening, but it is mostly me admitting in a public space that I have CPTSD.
Saying it here means I can't just keep pretending it isn't a thing.
Other people seeing me say it means I can't backtrack and cover it up again.
I've been told that what i'm describing is CPTSD, and for the most part, i'm usually really hesitant to say i have it.
But then days like today happen.
Days where my brain puts it on full display, and i argue with it every step of the way.
I won't pretend I don't have it anymore.
I'm not having to struggle to keep the unwilling alive because of a lack of ability to support myself..
I'm safe now, but my brain is convinced i've never been in more danger.
