girlies in STEM stick together you got this 🗣️

NOOPED i giggled. i slept from 5:30pm yesterday until 8:30am today so I get it 👊

disclaimer: this is just a vent post of me being a whiny little bitch again i won't do anything (i never do this is the issue)

why do I even fucking bother im such a waste of space all I do is fucking whine and whinge constantly even im bored of listening to it. i don't work hard enough and i blame everything but myself, I should just take the common denominator out of the equation already

that sucks :/ at least they know you're not cool with it

hell yeah!! twilight marathon sounds bomb, enjoy yourself foxx<3 he'd better make it up to you!!

I found this out from some people my bf knows! nobody I'm friends with would drive drunk at least but it's way more common than I thought 😟

awee im so sorry to hear that :( maybe you can just have a cozy day instead 🫂 hopefully you get some nice gifts c:

chocolate bar moot but not the cheap shit the ritter sport pistachio level goated bar

dolly im being so fr you do not need to pay any attention to them, that's such an ugly thing to do <\3 maybe they should up their intake if they think that's any acceptable way to act

Reminder to all my lovely ed moots: You all deserve better than this life, this disorder, this bingeing and purging and restricting and negative self talk, better than the people and situations that put you here and keep you here. You deserve so much fucking better. You are worth so much more.

Wednesday 08Oct25
total calories: 143
actually crazy how many cals you consume by drinking random stuff 🥹 anyone who water fasts has my respect

Tuesday 07Oct25
total calories: 731
had a yummy hot chocolate 😋 it was very worth it and I deserved it bc I've been so ridiculously stressed recently!! yeah it was most of my cals but yumty

Monday 06Oct25
total calories: 100-200
survived on coffee this day. uni days always feel easier to restrict on, easier to distract myself and coffee is the best to focus with

Sunday 05Oct25
total calories: ???
lol I have no idea, way too much was eaten but at least I didn't pvrge 👍 I'm always terrible the day after drinking

a drawing of a ghost that says ghost hug you can 't feel it but it 's there . ALT: a drawing of a ghost that says ghost hug you can 't feel it but it 's there .

:( aw dolly I'm sorry you're feeling that way. it's important to remember that feelings of isolation are a part of having an ed 🫂 you're not weird or broken, and it's very possible for it to change, it's just really hard to see it sometimes. big hugs from me to you

Today has been so completely stressful I want to quit my job and degree and become homeless and lay in a forest until the wildlife feast on my flesh and the birds make my hair into a nest and I finally get to stop thinking or feeling anything.

saturday brunch. felt humbled during the local pub visit part of the night.

literally, the worst part is you'll have the two hour mental argument then three hours later you've eaten an entire chocolate bar in a minute like make it make sense

Saturday 04Oct25
total calories:1700-2000ish
was a lovely day with my friends c: tried not to count too much but I turn into best drunkorexic when I drink so pretty much all of that was alcohol cals.

holy SHIT I didn't realise I was moots with a goddess 🙏🙂‍↕️ frfr humbled

so prettttyyyy!! i swear everyone i see on ed spaces is actually descended directly from the heavens or something and everyone got nerfed from being too powerful with an ed

:( look after yourself ml, enjoy your walk and maybe you can get some blankets and something warm to drink and watch your favourite show or movie 🫂

Friday 03Oct25
total calories:975
still not ideal but better than the past couple of days. hoping if I slowly decrease intake I can prevent binge urges being so bad. got the accepted for the apartment too!!! girl is moving out alone alone 🙂‍↕️

omg skinny queeeeeen you look amazing my lovely ❤️ glad you finally got relief lmao

28 days later is one of my favourite films ever 🙂‍↕️ weeks is p good too but years was a bit weird tho icl

my boyfriend is thankfully very understanding as he's gone through it too so i will have him to call if it gets super bad, i just feel guilty bc he lives like 4 hours away so it's not super easy to come if he gets concerned :< im seeing him the weekend after and he'll be so sad if I do anything

thank you dolly 🫂 I'm hoping I'll feel ok because I'll have just been with my friends and im gonna try not to get too drunk

omg congratulations!!!! hope you recover fast + well ❤️‍🩹 🙏

tw: sh urges
lowkey scared for Saturday. i always get such bad sh urges when I'm drunk and it's going to be daytime when I get home so I can't even sleep it off. i actually think im gonna fuck myself up and the sickest part is that a part of me is excited to see if i can go deeper 😐