when my dad start talking about some husband and kids shit bro this was news to me

hhhugg mhuib

i’m gonna kms our water just got shut off and idk why

they should invent a type of cut that doesn’t bleed through bandaids

i have to wait 3 days to cut i’m going to explode 💔

UUDYUHHHH IM SO NAUSEOUS IM SHAKING I JUST WANNA CUT

“i dont have self destructive behaviors” i say as i slice myself

is it even a relaspe if i never planned on be clean

why can’t i cut deeper than cat scratches bro 💔

why does hurting myself actually hurt 💔

i wanna cut but i don’t wanna clean up 💔

fagtober

i’ve been clean for a month yay

i’m nauseous

you’re hungry but i’m starving

holy shit my head is pounding and i just woke up

i love being cutesy and feminine but i feel a deep yearn within me to be perceived as a boy that never goes away

i just finished the third volume of the bsd beast manga and i hate kafka asagiri so much i am in tears why would you write such a thing

HOLY SHIT I LOVE GIRLS

i just bought 80 more dollars worth of bungo stray dogs manga

finally got my fuckass phone back

“That’s why you don’t have a man!!” You center your entire life around the pleasure of men it’s pathetic I’d rather be single than be throwing myself around to different men just for the satisfaction of a relationship

IM SO SO SO EXCITED FOR HALLOWEEN I GET TO DRESS UP IN A BUNCH OF ACCESSORIES AND NOT BE JUDGED (≧∀≦)

why did i have to get a christian nationalist dad

i have an hour and a half before my grandma comes and picks me up do i relapse or do i scroll on my phone?

stop acting like you care about me i know you dont

I wish I was a guy