I have 4h of travel everyday to go to work 8h of work and when im ""home"" the only thing i can do is wait for the day to end and repeat that shit

i can't play, create, mix, or anthing that brought me joy
The only thing i have to do is fucking wait for this situation to change but nothing does

how is this fucking normal
how tf do you want me to stay mentaly sane is this kind of situation

no matter what i do, who i call, work for, nothing move, nothing change and i get fucking hit with "its still not enough" or "hey it could be worst"

HOW TF IT COULD BE WORST THAN THAT, I Fk LOST MY LIFE

I really don't know what ive done to deserve that situation, but i genuinely don't know why i keep fighting to get my life back

Like, i have a new job, 4years of money saved from my old job + old untouched bank loan and im still fucking homeless, and ill probably still be for another fucking year

I finally got a job back to get that stupid contract for renting appartments.
i still have enough money saved to rent a place even without a job.
im finally eligible to gov help for renting place.

And somehow its not enough and agency are telling me i need to wait 4month to 1y before renting.

Im not allowed to voice chat or play, internet is so bad that opening any web page is too demanding
Can't see irl friends cause they all in canada or too far from me in france
If I stay in the house I get yelled at for no reason, and If I go out I get questioned on everything i do

Its fucking hell

Man i feel im in hell

I went from finally living they way I wanted, being able to work on my project and stuff i love, cool job and all

To litteraly being stuck to where I was 7y ago, can't do anything that brings me joy, constantly being controlled on whatever I do

I just want my own life back

The job interview is had on Tuesday went good but it ended with a "if your profile match, we will contact you back"
So i guess I shouldn't get any hopes lol

Bruh really I need to find an apartment and a job ASAP

It's only been a week that im at my mom place, and it feels like forever

THE HOUSE IS MADE FOR YOU

I need to make $2000 AUD ( 1200 USD ) to cover bond and 1 week of rent, so my commissions are open for 3D modeling and art.

I know I already owe some art I am working really hard to get through it all this week 😭

If anyone needs hair, clothing assets etc please hmu 😩😔

Goodbye Canada
That was 6years of fun

Ayoo nice

Holy shit they are so small

How long do the battery last ?

mmmmmmmm banger choice of music

I'm realizing more and more what is happening to me and im not gonna lie, thats probably the worst thing that ive ever had in my life

I genuinely hate airports the more and more i travel

Big hardgroove big toons

Vacation are amazing and very restful

I'll be back with alot of energy

Big music incoming

I'm gonna press blips n turn random knobs

I will be organizing a pop up on August 3rd at 2:00 CET

I WAS HERE MAIN EVENT #001

Line up:

1:45: Open Doors
2:00: @3trecty.bsky.social
3:00: @icharo.bsky.social
4:00: @smartvrc.bsky.social
5:00: @skrynbox.bsky.social

- vrc.tl/event/15071
- vrchat.com/home/group/g...

Well, that's my one dj set of the year done. DJ VJ and LD all in one event. Busy busy. @seren.club

So I was in the studio earlier (my bed room) and I found this crazy double I'll send it to you on discord.
Don't leak it tho one of the IDs I stole from an A.M.C set from Rampage Open Air 2025.
Also i was thinking about getting a new controller too probably the deeztrakz 420 but what do you have?

😭😭😭😭

very cool promo vid holy shit

❤️😭Thankyou for putting up with my crazy @skrynbox.bsky.social

I make @skrynbox.bsky.social :D

I love @skrynbox.bsky.social so much he makes me so happy 😤😤😤😤😤😤

i didn't had that much time to do it so thats why its pretty different from the others